the girl who never learned to sew

At that very moment, I was scared. Scared that he might hear the loud drumming of my chest as he held me close to him. Then I felt his, Beating faster than mine.  God.. I couldn’t stifle my chuckle.

“If I would compare an almost relationship to something, it would be papercuts. It stings more than a real cut.”

Sometimes, there’s no outside force nor “God’s will” why things happen.  Sometimes, it’s just you. Because of you.

“If it were for you, I would go and steal your favorite star. Even if it means sacrificing the ability to admire and see the skies I adore so much. I’d do it, over and over again. In exchange for your smile, that you’ll be wearing for all eternity.”

im laughing so hard because no matter what song you listen to 

““You know what scares me the most? I asked. "It’s that every single time we part ways, you never look back. "Never.””

“These past nights, I mostly find myself clutching my chest and gasping for breath—sobbing like I have never sobbed before. It’s been a while since I had a nightmare. Instinctively, I reached for my phone to call you, only to find no sign of your name in my contacts. Oh, right. It wasn’t a nightmare. Because you really left.”

“I kept my feelings hidden, pushed it down the depths of my guts to keep it from coming up Used the hardest cipher to decipher, A lock that cannot be picked by pins nor hammered down, and can only be unlocked by making me admit and say it out loud —make me spill something that I’ve buried myself.”

“If I would compare an almost relationship to something, it would be papercuts. It stings more than a real cut.”

“If it were for you, I would go and steal your favorite star. Even if it means sacrificing the ability to admire and see the skies I adore so much. I’d do it, over and over again. In exchange for your smile, that you’ll be wearing for all eternity.”

“I almost forgot how hard it is to hold back the sound of my sobbing as I tried my best to pull myself together, chanting honey-dipped lies that I know, will never ever work.”

“How do you stop loving someone, Who never knew what you felt?”