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I'm sure you've been losing sleep over my post last week about how I walked around in a two-day funk of despair (despairing funk?) after my Baldur's Gate 3 Durge/Honour Mode playthrough took a serious left turn, my entire party tried to fight me, and I had no choice but to murder them, leaving me friendless, loveless, alone, and sad.
I wanted to continue the playthrough because I'd started it to test out some specific character builds, and my Tav was just coming online when this disaster arrived, so I did carry on, with some hirelings (I hate them). I max-leveled the party, and I think I can roleplay my way to a satisfying ending, even without my standard 3 - 4 romance partners and my No Party Limit gang of 12 (plus summons!) RP-walking our way up to the Netherbrain to either save the city or become god.
Understand, I'm not a roleplayer. I played BG/BG2 back in the day, and literally all I want to do is run in swinging a big sword--or sometimes a hammer--and kill monsters and pick up loot. Until like a month ago it never occurred to me that the "right" dialogue choices in the game could be based on the backstory or goals I've created for my character--because I never gave them a backstory, and the only goal was "finish the game."
But now I've got this kickass stealth-archer Durge Tav, and I'm playing the "light urge" style where Tav is trying to overcome being the child of Murder, and now that I've killed all my friends and the game literally told me "No one will ever love you" I could have just given in to the dark urge and gone full murder-hobo. But if I'm going to go dark, I want to be more methodical about it, and do it from the very beginning, so for me, this wasn't an appealing option.
So I carried on, trying to fight the dark instincts, feeling VERY. GUILTY. for having killed all the people who loved me (I re-dyed all Tav's armour and clothes in shades of brown, and cut her hair into a drastic and unflattering style, as penance), accompanied by these three personality-free ghosts I am only using for their skills. I turned my focus toward using this playthrough as just a learning opportunity--focusing on min-maxing the builds and better understanding game mechanics, rather than feeling any type of way about the plot.
But then! I got to Act 3! Just having clear sunny weather after the absolute bummer of a time I had in the Shadow-Cursed Lands lifted my spirits a little. And when I got to Sharess's Caress and Raphael offered to give me the Orphic Hammer in exchange for my soul. . .Inspiration struck!
I will just keep this deal I've made with the devil.
I will defeat the Brain, free the citizens from the mind-flayer parasites, and retrieve the Crown of Karsus. I will give the crown to Raphael, as promised, and let him become the Archdevil of all Nine Hells. How much worse could he possibly make it? It's the Hells. Plus he's grown on me, and my boyfriend Gale and girlfriend Karlach are dead so honestly I'm kind of seeing him in a new light all of a sudden. (Any port in a storm.)
Annnnyway. . .So I'll give Raphael the power to control all Nine Hells, and I'll just. . .let him keep my soul. I won't have to become The Absolute *OR* give in to being Bhaal's chosen and literally murder the whole world (not that I don't love the idea of murdering the whole world, but that's for a "dark/darker/darkest urge" playthrough, not this one). It seems fitting that as awful as I've been feeling about that horrible night at camp (and the pile of dead naked companions I have to keep dumping in different corners of new camps so I don't have to look at them), that Tav can finish this journey by saving those she can save, then spend eternity in the Hells. I know Karlach hated it there, but honestly, most of what I've seen of it doesn't seem that bad.
My one regret here is that by choosing this path, I can't save Hope. I love her so much. But for this to work I have to stay out of the House of Hope altogether.
Please, nobody tell me this isn't possible. I have signed the contract every time, and stolen/destroyed the contract every time, but I have to think in a game this well-designed, there must be a path that allows me to reach the end of the game without ever getting out of the contract. If I'm wrong, I'll just do the best I can. Maybe I can save the city/world and then just imagine myself spending the rest of my days walking around the world, making up for the horrible slaughter I committed only because stupididiot Isobel used her first turn to walk out of the Globe of Invulnerability I built for her. STUPID. IDIOT.
OK, OK, it's not her fault; I should have predicted that. But it was allowing Isobel's kidnapping that set off the hideous chain reaction that lead to me murdering Gale, which made my party turn on me.
But anyway. This Honour Mode party at Level 12 are a full-on murder squad, so I'm gonna wreck the Steel Watch Foundry, then maybe fight Cazador for fun (I told the Gur tribe I would, so even though Astarion is dead/naked in the corner of my current camp, and the Gur children cannot actually be saved. . .Tav is trying her best), then it's a dead run to the finish.
I'll let you know how it goes.
If you read this far, you are a superwizard; have a Tyche Pink on me.
For context: this came out in 2011 in Australia. Same-sex marriage would not be legalized until December 2017.
It was only legalized in 8 US states (the 8th only a few months before), and wouldnāt be legalized nation-wide until 2015.
It was only legal in TEN COUNTRIES in 2011. We wouldnāt hit 20 countries until 2017. (Australia was 23rd)
As of today (April 14, 2026), I believe only 38 countries have fully legalized same-sex marriage. Out of somewhere around 200 countries in the world. Thatās only ~19% of countries.
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Because someone might as well!? And look at this. Look. At. This.
Does this look right to you??
These are just the last three fics I wrote. I appreciate the likes, believe me I do, but you have to understand. Likes do nothing for content creators. Itās the reblogs. Because thatās how you find shit on your dashboard. Through reblogs. Not likes. This isnāt twitter or tiktok or instagram. This is a website thatās run by the reblog system.
Reblogging helps content creators put their stuff out there. Why do you think so many people stopped writing fanfic and creating beautiful fanart and edits? Itās because they put in hours of work and donāt get nearly enough notes for their masterpieces. Yes we do this because we enjoy it but likeā¦some validation wonāt hurt. A boost of confidence here and there might be all someone needs to finish whatever thing they started and left.
^^ Just some examples of my stories, pulled at random from my notes. Some of those stories are a couple of years old, and thatās not a lot of reblogs.
Likes donāt help get your favourite creatorsā stuff seen. It doesnāt get artists commissioned for glorious artwork, and it doesnāt get writers new readers (or commissions if theyāre open). If you didnāt enjoy it that much, then thereās obviously no pressure to reblog, but if you did enjoy it, then the least you can do is reblog.
The reason Iāve got my āold stories reblogā tag is because new folks donāt necessarily know about my older stories, so I reblog an old one to bring it to light again. I feel no shame in doing this, and neither should you if youāre a content creator. Promote your work because not many people seem prepared to help out.
Yes. Reblogs are what keeps this site alive, and they are what keeps creators creating. AO3 works the same way. Kudos are just likes. Comments are how a writer knows you enjoyed their story.
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Women stick thin and malnourished on the red carpet, and people are saying you can't point out that these women are dying because that's body shaming. Girl.
*giving you a tour of my tumblr dashboard* well thatās my mutual who posts beatles rpf and thatās my mutual who posts gifs of tv shows i havenāt watched and thatās my mutual who posts pictures of animals frolicking in fields or cool buildings or things like that and thatās my mutual who posts various images of men having sex. sometimes women too
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