Ellie

So crazy how fast the weight melts off when you stop drinking sodas. Also almost instantly less bloated. Soda is the devil.

i want to be known as the "girl who nev3r e@ts anything" i lwk want ppl to know im dis0rdered. i want to hear whispers about how sk!nny ive gotten.

i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL

pretty is 75% being skinny.

lo que daría por agarrar la tijera y arrancarme toda la grasa que tengo, sería la chica más feliz del planeta.

Quiero volver a sentir mareos a cada rato, quiero pasar frio, quiero usar ropa bonita y borrar para siempre a mi yo gorda a la que nadie quiere.

por un 2025 en donde llego a mi peso ideal 🧿

Me siento irremediablemente rota, no se de que manera volver a reconstruirme.

Tendré que aprender a reprimir aún más lo que siento, porque lo poco le digo al mundo, tal parece que a nadie le interesa.