fucked & rejected

They told me that the world would be my oyster; and therein lies the lie -- as that's not really the case for chocolate-skinned boys like me. So as much as we want it all (like other human beings), we are dealt a different set of discriminatory cards. So here is my mood board (and diary of sorts) – conveying the reality of living in this skin; and the roller coaster of an emotional journey I'm experiencing in the aftermath of a 5yr same-sex inter-racial LTR in which I invested everything. Lastly, littered between reposted & captioned pics of hot-ass guys, are (discreet) 'confessions' & pics of guys I've fucked around with and guys that I've rejected… and guys who've rejected me.