it's a komaeda kind of situation

I will lay 1000 damn daniel eggs

just remembered that haytham saved connor from getting executed and kept it to himself only to be revealed through his journal. that connor wrote “it’s too late to tell him i misjudged him and i’m sorry” on said journal after his death. that connor also wrote “i made a mistake” under haytham’s portrait after killing him. that when haytham’s last words were “i should’ve killed you sooner” he didn’t mean he hated his son but rather that he should have killed him before he got as attached as he got. yea i just remembered allat

I think one of my favorite things about Connor/Ratonhnhaké:ton is that no matter what happens he always keeps his hope, even when people call him naïve for it and sure it gets shaken up but he doesn’t lose it, even at the end of the game he knows there’s more work to do but he’s still hopeful for the future, and I love that about him

discovering ratonhnhaké:ton might’ve genuinely altered my brain chemistry