My journey from Maiden to Mother.

but there have been so many people added to this community in the past few years that I want to bring it up again to get everyone's input:

What do you think about firearms in the house with your children?

1:Virgin?

No

3:Do you smoke?

I do not.

5:Do you take drugs?

Nope (I know, I live a very exciting life)

7:Have tattoos?

Yes! I have two. One on the back of my neck and one on my arm.

9:Got any piercings?

Yes! I currently have my lip, two nose piercings, and my ears stretched but I used to also have a Venom piercing (double tongue).

11:Best friend?

Erik's mom.

13:Biggest turn ons

Oh god I don't even know. Biting and whispers under their breath.

15:Favorite movie

I can't say I have particular favorite in all honesty. I constantly go, "This is my favorite movie!" at a lot of the movies I watch because I love them all.

17:Someone you miss

I miss my best friend, Erin. She died back in 2009 and it still hurts every day.

19:A fact about your personality

It's apparently very magnetic because people are very naturally drawn to me.

21:What I love most about myself

My honesty and strength. I've battled through so much in life, especially for a 21 year old that I'm always so proud of how far I've come and the strifes I've conquered.

3:My relationship with my sibling(s)

I am an only child so I couldn't say

25:My idea of a perfect date

I actually don't have an idea of a perfect date, it is all tailored to that person and what I enjoy most about them

27:A description of the girl/boy I like

Hispanic, dark wavey hair, brown eyes, very slender, about 5'8"/5'9" I'd say (I'm horrible at distance and height), great sense of style, a smile to light up a room, and humor so dry a desert would be envious.

29:A reason I’ve lied to a friend

Because in that moment, it was not my place to tell them the full truth.

31:What your last text message says

To me, "Fine!"

From me, "It was just there."

33:What words make me feel the best about myself

There are no words that make me feel best about myself

35:What I find attractive in men

I'm very much attracted to specific people, I like the things in them that I like and it isn't some criteria that I check off of a list but I have a habit of finding myself with or attracted to skinny awkward guys with a great sense of humor.

37:One of my insecurities

My weight. Most of the time I'm pretty neutral on it but I used to hate it with my whole being and sometimes those thoughts creep back in

39:My favorite ice cream flavor

I hate ice cream (I know, I'm a heathen.)

41:Where I want to be right now

New Hampshire with Erik and his mom, in our cute house, pregnant, cuddled up with the dog on the couch.

43:Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

0: Height

1: Virgin?

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What your last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

I've battled back through my depression and I'm okay. Erik and I are still together and stronger than ever now.

I was having a really tough time dealing with my infertility and it still makes me really upset. That's why I stopped posting and going on this blog for a while.

As happy as I am for all of you ladies to be TTC or having your beautiful babies, it was doing nothing but becoming destructive for me to see it all the time so I distanced myself. I truly am so happy for all of you and wish you all the best, but I just couldn't handle seeing all of it, knowing I'll probably never have it.