is this really some kind of sick joke for god to keep putting the most splitting-inducing events around my period every time

one of those days that makes hospitalization sound real good right about now compared to dealing with shit

no matter what i do i can’t win. i keep trying and i can’t. i will always be stuck behind this glass wall away from everyone else

lowkey it sucks so bad sometimes being the boring looking friend when i’m out with my alt friends because they get compliments all the damn time, and every single time i gotta stand there waiting for it to be over knowing i’m not gonna have anything nice said about how i look as someone who just dresses standardly and doesn’t have 5 pounds of hair dye + makeup + piercings/tattoos on 🫩

god give me strength to not go off on this stupid idiotic cunt