i have a clit

Tie me up n distract me from my emotional pain right now

Men who make me question my worth or make me feel like a commodity they can pluck from whenever they want are literally the reason that starving myself has been my coping mechanism since I was 11 :-) thank all of yourselves for your hard work and contribution :-) you're all weak trash ass motherfuckers and couldn't live one day with a marginalized gender OR anorexia in combination with it :-)

Don't let a man claim to be your best friend, or convince you to trust him--he's still a man. And when he gets a girlfriend, your platonic relationship will be nonexistent until he's single and needs your emotional labor again BECAUSE HOOOOOWWWW will he make it through without your support? How will he know right from wrong without you?--he wont.

While people attempt to take away my atonomy and my sense of self, they will never win. I always prevail, as hard as it is. Every fucking time someone tries to steal me from myself--I win. I will always fucking win. I am for me and I need to thank every one who is in my life to back that. I love you.

When it hurts to keep trying and caring so deeply for nothing, just stop

When you're in the middle of an episode and are also overwhelmingly sad and hopeless / not sure if you need to starve yourself or eat hella food Not sure if you need to exercise til you pass out or cry in the bath tub Not sure if you need to leave everyone in your life and run away or ask someone to snuggle you in bed all day

I miss Charlie. I never had to spend energy on being let down because I always had him and he never let me down. Thinking about it now though while crying in my car, I think I let him down a lot. Especially when I started to heal and stated coming home drunk and not taking him on long walks. Just as one example. He never showed me though. I'm heart broken, probably forever. No one can love me like he did, nothin was scary when he was with me. I get so angry inside when people are like "he's just a dog" like ugh he was my life and sometimes it's still hard time find direction. Why come home at all if he's not there waiting for me? Why see the sun if I'm not showing it to him???? This is hella extra but also very genuine. Anyways. Bye bye.

How do be alive rn when it's seems like everyone special to me isn't giving a FUCK abt me anymore I literally went in the bathroom and cried over an interaction with someone I think of as a best friend

I'm so done w straight ppl for real like?? Hi queer/trans ppl aren't your novelty and you don't look progressive for trying to hang with us. You're annoying and we're all side eyeing you for tryin to take selfies w us at the gay bar I don't have time!! Go home and do ur cishet missionary ass sex and leave me alone!!

when I am not being fulfilled but am filled with love | how do I tell the ones who love me they are doing enough | when my bones are made of friendships how do I tell them my body is broken | if I am to wander, to explore other things | how do I let them all know they are doing enough | I just need to feel more