하늘⭐

like ideologically I disagree with capitalism but I do love shopping. I'm a shopper. I take my little coins and I get treats in return.

Most of my problems seem to stem from this belief in my core that I am unworthy of so many things. That I have to earn anything, any little thing at all. Basically what I'm trying to do is to allow myself good things even if I feel undeserving of them, and I want to focus on pushing myself to take good care of who I am even though it's hard, even though I feel so lost and undeserving because in all honesty if I don't keep trying to develop a habit of caring for myself without earning it I will never feel like I deserve anything, no matter what I ever achieve.

"I could fix him" whatever. I could beat his ass.

you bitches better hope that twitter doesn’t actually die because that means that i’m going to be taking all of my excess random thoughts and putting them here instead of on my nice quiet locked account which means i’m going to be subjecting you to like 9-15 posts a day like “anyone else think young kyle machlachlan looks like a butch lesbian” or “what if tony soprano was bisexual” or “i have a mosquito bite” 

sometimes silence is better.