hopeless romantic

hiii i'm Roxanne (she/her) , 22 , but please do call me patchouli 🌿 this is my own little space full of comforts and interests. here you'll find works of my own, such as drawings, writing, and perhaps things about my little whimsy self. I also like to ramble a lot about my f/o. my ask box is always open for anything too!

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art tag : #my art

self-ship : tank dempsey . #patchoulis&pistols

personal tag : #patchoulispetals

fandom : CoD Zombies (WAW - BO4)

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you may find these topics on my blog in general, and in my writing, such as ; fluff , nsfw (18+) , comfort , angst , mental health , cursing , suggestive themes

nsfw* : will take you to my 18+ work.

suggestive* : will take you to my mildly sensual work.

cw ___* : content warning tags.

*nsfw requests are only accepted if the blog owner is 18+ and anon is off. writing is generally gender neutral, unless specific pronouns are requested. for any questions, feel free to ask.

.♡ first kiss

tumblr makes the quality crappy. pls do click on it. it's much smoother and less choppy irl..

my art. reblogs allowed. do not post to other sites!

(fuller pic below)

My mum came into my room and saw that I was drawing, and I've been keeping it covered while I work (to save smudging it) so she couldn't tell what it was. Anyways, she asked to see it and I couldn't really say no...

I showed her and she just... looks at it. I'm already embarrassed about the concept of my drawing.. let alone showing anyone. But now I'm sinking into my chair...

She says, "Jesus Christ, Roxanne. This is unreal."

I have to glance at her but she was in disbelief heh..

A Dempsey quote that lives in my head rent free ❤️ ugh it makes me melt everytime 🫠🫠 it's just something about the way he says it...

(This is a possible quote to trigger when getting the Ray Gun Mark II from box. Also, don't mind me firing off at nothing with my rpg i was using the damn firesale.. )

Ah... I had no idea so many folks would resonate. It just becomes extremely difficult to find the will to want to interact with people when it happens repeatedly...

people always end up seeing something they don't like and just disappear. without a word. just complete disconnection in the blink of an eye.

and i'm left to spiral... deeply... did i say something wrong? did i do something to hurt you? do i talk to much? is it my face?.. heh.. am i just not enough? am i too much?

now that the weather's warming up i can finally have him on show ✨️

but as i'm looking at my drawings from the last year or so (i haven't even shared a fraction here) i don't know what to think...

i've always been extremely critical of my own work, but that's what makes me create more, because i always pick out things i think i can improve on in my next one...

yumeship wip 😙 this is an a3 piece btw. it's big...

ugh my phone makes this look so grainy... click on it it'll be better quality 🫠

also have the base sketch below!