Older bf Toji x shy brat virgin reader.
Toji was holding himself back.
Toji knew that you were going to be his, at first eye exchange, at the first talk, at the first smile, when you looked at him like that, like you were waiting for him to do something, he knew that.
Toji knew since from the beginning that age wasn't the biggest difference between you two, because you did tell him that you were "a shy virgin little girl", a shy virgin that doesn't really know much and is afraid of doing it, a shy virgin girl that needs some time to be sure to do it with him someday, and he was fine with that, he would never pressure you for doing it with him, he knows too that he doesn't need that, he just needs you.
Toji had for himself that he would let you take the lead but he is the one doing it, to reassure you, for you to feel safe and sure of what you want to do with him, he wanted to do everything and all the thinking for you, like that, he can show you that he will do anything for you, because he loves you, he wants you, he needs you, that he's all yours, only yours.
Once you know that he's completely yours, you were too shy to say something about it, to ask him of what you wanted him to do with you, you wanted his kisses, his big hands on you, his neck for you to kiss, his strong arms embracing you while you were seated on his lap and what he would never thought, just dream about, since you're too shy to say something, was, what it would feel like having him between your legs.
Although, even shy you tried your way of showing it for him, by looking at him with those eyes and making that face, the face that would make him burn the world for, that makes an old man like him down to his knees, he could do anything for that face.
And goddamit toji was holding back, he was never the type of imagining things that he wanted to do, but fuck, he met you.
Toji was so afraid that if he tells you the scenarios that he created with you on his head, would scare you away, make you step back, you were just too shy to say something, his obsession over you was far from being just what he was thinking about doing with you, and your body.
He was really pent up, holding back, loosing it.
That was what you wanted, make him loose it on you, make him put his guard down and let you enter on his head, being on his head completely, you wanted to mess with his head so bad.
When you noticed the effect you had on him, you thought that it was really funny, seeing that big old man putting a face of "my gosh, what I'm gonna do with this fucking little brat thing?", seriously so funny for you. Just by looking up at him with those eyes and making that face, asking for him to make you his just by that, you could get whatever you wanted from him, but you were only using it to make him lose his head, saying "pretty pleaaase" with those goddamn eyes, you were enjoying yourself, enjoying making things hard for him, you were a fucking brat in his life.
Seeing him losing his posture when you seated at his lap in public, when you put his hand gently where you wanted him to touch and looking at him with those bratty eyes, like you were innocent, like you didn't know what you were doing to him.
Toji knew with the time what that fucking "brat face" was, it meant "fuck you, but please, make me", wich means that you would make things hard for him again and again.
He knows that you are a brat, and that you will use that delicate shoot just to make him go feral for you, at anytime, anyplace, anywhere, just because you want him to imagine what he would do to you, how he would "make you", what he would say, just by putting that goddamn little sundress up and making a mess with you down there, but he's holding back, because he's waiting soo patiently for you.
Toji always was addicted, a real pussy eater, he loved to make a mess between his girl legs, make her beg for him while his tongue was doing the job, god, her pulling his hair, grabbing his arms, while he's sucking her clit so good and taking all from there, making out with a pussy, eating eagerly, starving for that sweet taste.
Seeing your eyes looking right up at him when he grabbed your hips to put you closer on the sofa, made him imagine what they would look like when he were between those brat legs, would you say "please" sobbing and crying for him to continue, or would you just nod your head looking at him with those pretty eyes trying to hold back your voice since you are too shy, oh no, that would make him loose it, and make it really bad for you, how he could stop if that happens?
" Toji, are you okay, babe?" – you ask tilting your head at him.
"Sorry angel, I got distracted." – he hums like he was saying that for himself, taking a real woof deep breath, looking at your mouth, oh...only him and god knows he's controlling himself, he's feeling like a freak on a leash for you.
The things between you two has become a little worked up sometimes, just to cool down again and again, the last time was on your house, in your room, at that time the kisses started to go down on your body, you were feeling so good, yet too scared to go further, so you stopped him and explained again that you were afraid, insecure, not just because you were a virgin, but you wanted to be ready to do it with him, because you loved him soo much, only him could be your first, and his response was "don't think too much about it, brat, when you feel ready, I'll take care of everything, you won't have to do anything, I don't want you to think about things that s' too much for you, even if you don't wanna do it, I want my life just with you, I'm completely yours baby, you are my life, just tell me, I will do anything you want me to."
But you were such a brat, so when you knew that you had this effect on him, that making things really hard (literally) for him, made you feel his, because you were his, you thrusted him so much, only for him you were a temptation, a sweet venom, only for him to drink it.
Kissing Toji was always intense, the way he grabbed your face with one of his big hands, like you could run at any second from his touch, the way he sweetly puts you closer and closer, like you could break and fall into pieces if he didn't, he would never break the kiss first. It was hot, burning between your two mouths, both of you were needy, already soo pent up, but the kissing was never too much.
When you stopped the kiss only to see him taking his breath, you got the satisfaction of making him pouts in frustration while seated on his hard thing, laughing at him while his head was tilted back at your sofa, taking 'woofs breaths, showing his neck all marked up.
"Keep laughing..., when my time comes, I'll make you cry on my tongue, fucking brat..." – he said breathless, trying to catch his breath.
When you remember that, smiling, you felt a twitch on your little flower, getting all wet and sticky, looking at each other's mouths, now you weren't talking about what you were saying earlier anymore.
Now looking at him, seated on his lap, your favorite place to be on.
The kissing starts intensely just like Toji is, both of you were so heated, you just wanted him and more of him,all the time, his kisses on you felt so good, you never want him to stop, his hands were all over your body, grabbing every part of you because he can, every part of you is his, when he's like that, he just wants more and more of you too, he's holding soo much back, and when you started grinding back and forth on him, he was already seeing stars, he was daydreaming of you every single time, every single day, thinking of your body pressed on his body, all the fucking time, and seeing you putting soo much effort to be a brat, makes him go feral, crazy over you, he loves that.
That's because, if you want soo much to be a brat, he'll show you that you can be one, but he can be worse than you at getting what he wants, at your time.
" Baby, you're soo pretty, I wanna taste you soo bad, I could die without you." – he's so shaky, breathless, just thinking about wanting you, while you were grinding on him.
"Toji..." - you say his name making eye contact, holding it, with a smile that makes his dick throbs on his pants.
"Please, let me eat you up, baby, I won't take long, I promise, I just wanna taste you, come on, give it to me" – making a pouting voice, with a begging, but bratty face.
He knew that you get embarrassed at the idea of his face between your legs, and yet he was begging, in a tone so desperate, he needs you, but your plan was just to make a little hard on him, but now he can get a little of what he wants too, right brat?
"Y-you promise, it won't take long, right?" - you said that innocently, blinking at him, with those eyes that made his old ass tremble.
"Yeah baby, I just wanna taste you, make you feel good, you trust me, right?" - he was looking at your eyes, waiting for you to answer, and fuck, he could and would wait for you, for all the eternity, million time lines were you would meet and live that again and again just to that answer, he just wants you.
You slowly nod, saying a softly "yes, please", never avoiding the eye contact, now is just you two, he wouldn't let you think about anything then him and his mouth on your perfect little flower. Now he could only think about devouring you, there's no holding back, his head was spinning, but thinking that.
He would surely take his sweet time, he can be a brat a little too, you know?
"Your body drives me wild, you know that, little brat?" – he says taking a good and looong—deep breath.
Now you laugh at him, you feel that you're his, that your body was made for his touches, you weren't afraid of taking it what he would give to you.
"If you don't like something, you can say it, okay baby?" – reassuring you, checking on you.
"O-okay" – you say with a shy look, taking a deep breath, god, he will make that brat in you cry.
Toji starts picking you up and putting you seated back at the sofa, he gently opens your legs, looking at your pretty face, reassuring you that you're safe, that now he'll do all the thinking for you, that the things that you don't know, he'll be there to help you, to teach you, he'll do for you, without worries.
You don't have to think about nothing anymore, just be his, he loves you more than anything is his life, he remembers that before you he was just a frustrated old man, so right now he thinks that nothing that he could do for you, would be enough, because you're always so perfect, he thinks that that's too much for him, but he wants it anyway, so bad, that he'll make his anyway, he'll take it anyway, he's a brat too. Once he had your "yes, please", it was his time of no holding back, and messing with you, just a little, maybe.
You let Toji put your little sundress up, with his carrying big hands all over your body, seeing your cute lacy panties, now all wet for him.
"I want to see all of you, may I take off this cute dress, baby?" - he said like it would kill him, he has a smile that no one would take of his face right now.
You nod sweetly, saying a shy "yes".
Once he takes that little sundress off, now his favorite one, he sees your body, no bra, since you were just so comfortably around him, you wouldn't wear that anymore at his house. Then he pouts, almost a loud cry, he was having you in his house, in his living room, at his sofa, almost naked, looking all shy and pretty as hell, he felt like a teenager, he was holding so much back, he waited for you so patiently, he wants you, he wants you.
"You know that I would do anything for you, don't you brat?" – he says looking at your eyes, with a worrying face, that shows off the worry of "who you want me to kill for you?".
"You're perfect, from the places that I've seen, from those that I'm seeing right now, from the places that I've kissed, from those that I'm gonna kiss right now, I love you baby, your body is perfect" – he said now taking a good looking at all of you, his eyes was flaring for you, the supplication of your body were on his mind.
You shyly look away, embarrassed, closing your legs, it wasn't on purpose, it was because of the embarrassment, abruptly.
"Keep those brat legs open for me, okay?" – he said staring at you, with a earnest look.
You nod again, saying another shy "yes", now slowly opening your legs again.
"That's my girl, keep being a shy brat while i do my work, yeah?" – you felt his burning eyes on your skin, he's having fun, enjoying himself.
He kisses your cheeks, your lips, your neck, your collar bones, your arms, your belly, going down to your belly button, and there, taking off your cute lacy panties.
He was breathing heavily, like something was stuck on his lungs, and was indeed, the hang fire of devouring you. Making eye contact, with your mouths so close together, almost touching the lips, breath to breath, he lets a whine out, at satisfaction, whimpering when he carefully, but precisely, finally, brushes his thumb on your clit. Your body jolts at the touch, It was sudden, it felt good, but he didn't warn you, he didn't on purpose.
"She's soo pretty and wet, look at her, baby, she's telling that she's mine" – he says looking down, while he keeps stroking your soft little clit with his thumb, clit melting with the feeling of his finger, now making wet splashy sounds because of your wetness, he smiles at your trembling body for the sudden touch.
"Say that this pussy is mine, brat" – he says that looking passionate deep at your eyes, he's waiting for you to say it, while he keeps playing with your cute pretty button.
You shake your head saying "no" to him, fuck him!
He thinks "this is so fun", then he opens apart your legs, gets in more between them, grabbing your chin with one hand, while brushing his thumb harder against your clitty, so cute.
"Come on baby brat, say it, pretty pleaaase" – he chuckles, making fun of your face now, rubbing your poor clit faster, he's waiting.
"Is yours...T-Toji" – you say hardly speaking with that timid attitude, those pretty, now teary eyes, taking a peep of what he was doing, he laughs now, thoughtful, isn't cute you like that, all pretty, shy, almost crying and all spread just for him to see it.
"Looking at me with those pretty eyes but can't talk, yeah? can't even say the word "pussy", you goddamn brat" - he slaps your pussy, making wet loud sounds of it, a plap plap, making all your body shake with the smash at your cute flesh, with your mind going blank.
Now you burst, looking all red, Toji got what he wanted, you. You didn't know that he would treat you like a brat that you are, putting you not in your place, but in his place.
"She's not that shy, right? she can talk to me, see? don't you fuck close those pretty eyes, brat, look at her" – he muttered in a low but firm tone, exchanging glances between what he was doing with your poor bratty pussy and checking if you were looking at it.
Toji stopped slapping her, because now he was kissing down your thighs, biting it, getting in between them laughing at your jolts, squeaks, and squirming for anticipation, he can't stop anymore.
He's facing your pretty little flower, and lord, he'll give her a special kiss, only for her, she's his, for his kisses, tongue and licks, his to make a mess with it, till she's crying for him, just like his brat will do.
"Don't hold back now, cry for me baby" – your man says that while keeping the eye contact with you and down to her.
Now you were seeing a side of him, that made you shatter, you couldn't say anything back, just look at him with those lovely teary eyes.
Taking another deep woof breath, he starts kissing it, then licking, then sucking it your clit soo good, he was in control, he had the conviction that he would start slow, it was you first time, fuck, but once he tasted it, he couldn't hold back anymore, he wouldn't hold back anymore, he wants to make both of you, you and your perfect, perfect pretty pussy, cry, he wants to see more of you, he wanted all, all that he could take it from you.
Your sobs saying "T-Toji wait— your mout—", won't make him slow down, he doesn't care if s'too much for your little shy virgin girl brain's, his face is a mess, he wants to be a mess, a real sloppy mess between your legs and his face, the only time that he would let you take a breath, it would be when he were spitting on that cute little pussy, just to devour his pussy again, he'll will make you cry on his tongue, he waited soo much to see that bratty sweet face burst into a crying messed face for him, eyes glued just on what him was doing it with your little flower, with your body, mouth open saying incoherent thoughts, he could only hear some "please", you're moaning loud but bashful, drooling all over yourself, legs shaking, with your little hands on him, grabbing his big strong arms, holding his big hands on your body like you were praying for him please, please please keep going, please I'm yours, please I want you all, fuck you, but please, make me. Wanting to be more close to him, afraid that he would stop holding you, afraid that his special kiss would make you explode, you were embarrassed, but only for him, at his hands and mouth, but you don't have to say it, he knows brat, he will not stop, even if you suddenly lost all that shyness to say what you want from him, he'll show what is a real brat.
