smaller, smallest

fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

hi im back on here and my feed is literally empty :(( please interact if you're an 18+ ed blog active april/may 2024 <3

☆ving bc that's all I have left

i'm sorry we've fallen out touch it's just that i've been in a very bad spot mentally (2011-present)

Outta recovery I'm forcing myself back into this

I’m tired of being fat

I don’t know why I should ever eat again

feeling really old rn bc so many of the ppl here are teens (which i fully should have expected since that was me in the 2014 tumblr days) but are there any 4n4 accts in their 20s here?? i’m not trying to encourage this shit with the youths 👴🏼

why did i ever think trying to recover was a good idea bc now i just look like literal ass

for someone obsessed with losing weight I’m not very good at it

its getting worse and i dont want to stop it 

Idk maybe it's the mental illness talking but I want to get worse before I get better.