moonlithe shadow

the urge to post hideously personal things online. where does it come from

A desire to be anonymously known

sorry to be a broken record every month but christ menstruation is a stupid concept. oooooh excuse me for not getting pregnant, why the fuck is there goo falling out of me about it? grow the fuck up and reabsorb that shit for nutrients.

i love when my mutuals are mutuals with each other #myecosystem #myenclosure

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

the part of adulthood that no one ever warns you about is the amount of surfaces you need to acquire to put your things and trinkets on

i'm rooting for every single one of you btw

i think when u clean your house it should stay clean forever. what do u mean i have to do it again

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

i lied i don’t like sex now watch barbie of swan lake with me 

you think that you're so alone in the world then you read literature from hundreds of years ago and you realize that other people have always felt this way

Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.

(me ever since I was 12) okay I actually need to get it together now

me: *sends a single text* why am i so clingy