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ok bear with me and my move to a new blog bc my dumb ass didn’t know sideblogs don’t have social features when I made this one thank you Tumblr

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this may or may not be partially autobiographical - you’ll never know, you’ll never know o.O this is a modern au

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#26 Insane

Tommy fixated on hobbies very easily. 

It didn’t take a lot for him to commit his time and money towards an activity like, crocheting, for example. He would stock up on supplies, print out pages of instructions and designs, watch Youtube tutorial after Youtube tutorial, start on his own creation and then—stop. 

Tommy called this behavior ‘coping’—a way to keep his hands busy and his mind focused on something other than the impending doom—and that was fine. That was great.

But the coping never lasted very long.

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-The trouble with wanting-

prologue//one//two//three//four//five//six//seven//eight//nine//ten//eleven/twelve

Chapter Summary: Things change. Tommy doesn’t cope well. 

Warnings: disordered eating, hallucinations, panic attacks