Its been a long time since I’ve been here. Written on here, much less stalk here (LOLJK). With a child and full time school schedule, I barely have time for myself. Much less be myself. Writing out things that I feel wont really help me physically, I just feel like it will be out in the oblivion. Waiting to be heard by someone sane enough. It feels odd to be pulled by two polar opposites when I look normal on the outside. Who knows, maybe I can pull through and live on freely.















