Sad

I once begged someone to love me, the way I loved them and that's the saddest thing I've ever done.

I’m an overthinker so if you don’t give me an answer, I’ll come up with one

Sometimes I go into states of apathy. And I just don’t feel love or barely feel love for the people in my life. I know that it doesn’t last forever, but sometimes I really do have to pretend to love the people that I normally do love in my life, and it hurts a bit

I've gotten too attached and it's not going to end well.

[talking to customer] i'll be right back I just need to kill myself for a min

how do people endure this world without constantly feeling like they have to burst into tears

honestly life is not worth it like what im constantly suffering for a mere glimpse of peace every other decade or so? literally get fucked

its like ooooo yeah look at the trees and the music and the stars and the human connection shut up shut up shut up!! are the wonders of this world going to cure my illnesses and my grief and pay my bills and make it all better in a way that counts!! NO!!

the concept of dating truly makes my entire body tense up like I'm dying