Sick Of Living

Me telling my boyfriend I feel guilty because I have bpd, and that means a life time of him dealing with my severe ups and downs and unstable destructive episodes. And his response being that it just makes him want to love and care for me more, and that he would never leave because of it

I communicated my feelings with him.. and he understood..? He said he would change his behavior to make me feel comfortable..? He still loves me and wants to stay..?

He woke me up at 5 am crying. All I could do was hold him and tell him it’s ok until he calmed down. He was so afraid I was going to leave because of his trauma. I just held him tighter. The men that left when things got rough, when there was nothing but darkness clouding you.. they’re all just fucking pussys.. I’ll walk hand in hand with him through the darkness until we see light. I’ll be a beacon of hope in your sea of woes.