Star | any pronouns (nonbinary), aroace | multifandom | writer, occasional photographer | studied Classics and Linguistics, studying the blade (longsword is the best yay HEMA) | pfp by @fridgefanatic, header by me
[sorry I have been so slow on asks lately my motivation levels have been in the dumpsters and also my brain views time like I am an immortal]
Greetings I am Star o/ (or Forest, or Foreststar) I am just here to have fun and scream into the ether about the stuff I like. Sometimes I may go a bit without posting anything tho bc words do not always work for me
Also I like dragons, swords, stars, soundtracks, pretty much anything fantasy and nature, etc. I adore stories of any kind! Iâm studying classics and linguistics so I talk a lot about that, and my favorite hobby is swinging swords at my friends (HEMAâhistorical european martial arts, I mainly do longsword)
Tags for my stuff for organization:
Starâs Dragon Sanctuary now open! Feel free to ask us about any of your dragon-related needs or curiosities! (tag wonât link check featured)
Star rambles â my stuff, me yapping
Star essays â the long essay analysis posts I sometimes do â star gushes for the more poetic ones â star scenarios for au/shitpost type stuff â headcanons
My writing â stuff I write, mostly fanfics but thereâs some original stuff in there too â Ao3
My photography â Iâve been getting more into that recently! Mostly nature stuff and ruins. Sideblog for it: @nostosphotography
My ocs â I donât post about em much here but I have many! Feel free to ask about them. In particular there is Foreststar
Au type things: ff7 dragons, mythos
Ask game prompts â love doing these, as well as any other tag game stuff! Ask game for responses and asks for general asks in case I accidentally buried yours in reblogs
I always appreciate being tagged in tag games even if I do not always do them! And mutuals esp newer ones I am very cowardly about tagging (and also try to cycle through who I tag and not do too many people at once) but I love you all and know that you are always welcome to jump in untagged
Other tag stuff under the cut
Middle earth â tolkien stuff, my first and eternal hyperfixation
Loki â any version of him really. But my fav is the Agent of Asgard version from marvel comics. I will never shut up about Loki I love him whenever he appears in anything
Ff7 â final fantasy 7
Armory â hehehe pictures of various weapons but mainly swords :) used to be just under swords so you can also look there
Dragons â I am and always have been obsessed
Stars â this and the two above it are my 3 favorite things ever
Classics â greek and roman stuff
Linguistics â cool language stuff
Random stuff â stuff I couldnât otherwise categorize
Nature â cool pictures
Castles â I use this tag very loosely, should probably change it to architecture but eh
Dw â doctor who
Mi â mission impossible
Technoblade, philza minecraft
Pokemon
Gf â gravity falls
Stray gods
Hades â the game
Flight rising â dragons :) my favorite
Nimona â this movie healed my soul
Epic â the musical
Hlvrai â half life vr but the ai is self aware, by wayneradiotv
Bg3 â Baldurâs Gate 3
Genloss â generation loss (same stuff, changed the tag)
Tiny glade â my stuff under #my glades
Merlin â the bbc show
Fma â fullmetal alchemist (brotherhood ofc)
Pb â the princess bride
Rdr â red dead redemption
Uu â unstable universe/unstable smp
Lifesteal â lifesteal smp
Totg â twilight of the gods
TEs â elder scrolls, mainly skyrim
Wtnv â welcome to night vale
Mp100 â mob psycho 100
Tdp â the dragon prince
Temeraire
Frozen, Tangled (esp the series), Mulan, etc
Pnf â phineas and ferb
Sky cotl â children of the light, gorgeous mobile game
Wtnv â welcome to night vale
Poto â phantom of the opera
Parkour civ (formerly tagged as Parkour civilization) â what the hell why am I here why is this stupid series so good wtf
Pvp civ â pvp civilization
Aaa â agatha all along
gomens â good omens (NOT neil gaiman)
Sanders sides
Gw â the gilded wolves (currently reading)
Mtp â moriarty the patriot (currently watching)
Genloss â Generation Loss
Jrwi â for the riptide campaign specifically, other jrwi campaigns are probably under their names (upp, judgement, etc)
Wicked
Gladiator
Trsmp â the realm smp
Kww â ken wato wifies collab and related stuff
Sanders sides
Pota â planet of the apes
Mh â monster hunter
Tlt â the locked tomb
Bbc ghosts
o11 â oceanâs eleven
Dollars â my spaghetti westerns <3
I probably did not catch all of these. More will come as I think of them unless I get lazy
Please no one let @darkstarflaime out of the basement prison abyss again it takes forever to catch him
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I remember when I was younger, anytime I watched a movie where the characters have to kill a scary monster/alien, I always thought the act of killing it was intended to be part of the horror. Like thereâs this amazing creature that weâve never seen before, and maybe under different circumstances we couldâve coexisted with it, but itâs trying to attack you and you have to defend yourself, but by destroying it you also destroy the ability to ever understand it and thatâs sad and is supposed to make you feel conflicted.
It was not until well into my adulthood that I realized most people do not have complicated feelings about movies where people have to kill a scary alien monster, nor is that necessarily meant to be part of the narrative (unless it very obviously is). They just want the scary thing to die because itâs scary. I donât have a real conclusion to this I just started thinking about it for some reason.
The award for funniest first episode viewing of Stranger Things 4 remains mine because during the scene where Eddie and Chrissy are in the woods, when the camera showed Eddie's lunchbox my eyes went to the Magic cards and completely ignored the weed so for the entire scene until Chrissy asked for smth "stronger" I did not realize I was watching a drug deal, I thought i was watching a secret illicit meeting were he teaches her nerd shit away from the prying eyes of their peers which made the whole "give me the word and I'll just walk away" comment 10000X funnier frankly
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we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write gen fics. we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write character studies and stories with no focus on romance or sex. we have to get on our knees and thank the brave soldiers in fandom who write about minor characters and friendship and family with no focus on romance or sex. i know itâs hard to care about characters in a world that seems to only revolve around ships but i see you. and i love you
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the fact that tangled has a perfect set-up for major miscommunication between rapunzel and eugene to be the final emotional climax of the movie (âwhyâd you leave meâ) but instead sidesteps that in favor of a beautiful battle between the two of them in which they try to out-sacrifice each other because they love and understand each other that much. the fact that they each try to save the other using the best means theyâve got at their disposal, the ones theyâve used their whole lives: rapunzel bargaining with mother gothel and promising away pieces of herself- this time all of herself- in exchange for his safety, Eugene pulling one final scam and trick when he feigns tenderly touching her face so he can actually cut off all her hair and set her free. the fact that Eugeneâs plan works but as a result he dies, Flynn dies. (he told us this at the beginning, âthis is the story of how I diedâ but remember- itâs a fun story.) The fact that the swashbuckling rogue and trickster and thief Flynn DIES so that rapunzel, the girl who never got to have a life, can LIVE. The fact that after one final successful trick Flynn dies so Eugene, little lost orphan boy, can rise again in his final and only role as a good man and as rapunzelâs husband- all of these make tangled the masterpiece it is. in this essay I will
What unites Eugene and Rapunzel, what forms the basis of their connection, is not just their lonely, isolated, unloved childhoods but the mechanisms they each used and still use to try to fill the voids in their lives. And those mechanisms boil down to- keeping busy, whatever the cost. Rapunzelâs opening song is literally a montage of her desperate attempts to fill an otherwise empty day (and empty life) and Eugene steals for the riches, sure, but mostly for the adventure, the thrill, the chase. The motion and color of it and the ways in which it is the opposite of boredom, the opposite of emptiness.Â
They are both resourceful and determined, used to doing the best they can with what they have, and as a result they encounter each other and decide to team up. Practicality, not romance, is what drives them together and what keeps them together for much of the movie.
Their methods of filling voids with whatever scheme they can concoct, the skills theyâve both gained from their past experiences, become the means they use to achieve their shared goal: get Rapunzel to the city to watch the floating lights and return her safely home. The scrapes and (mis)adventures they get into on their way are not just filler or fluff; they are opportunities to highlight the natural teamwork they have, the ways in which they complement and complete each other and so help each other: Rapunzel solves the run-in with the group of thugs/misfits with vulnerability and openness; together, they escape from the guards and avoid drowning.Â
Already this is an improvement on their previous work, their previous âbusinessâ. It has more warmth, it has more success, it has more color. But thatâs not all. Alongside their adventures, they start to talk to each other. Confide in each other. Nothing huge or dramatic. When he tells her his name he follows it with the dryly delivered âsomeone might as well knowâ. And when he asks about the situation at home, his voice is gentle and kind but not full of depth of feeling just yet. But itâs real, honest connection about their pasts and so contains within it the articulation of their emptiness. Itâs the realest relationship either of them have ever had. Itâs far realer than anything their past endeavors have ever brought them.
When they reach the lights, Rapunzel realizes this and it comes out in her words expressing her fears and worries about the lights. Understandably, sheâs scared finally seeing the lights wonât be enough. But then, and hereâs the beautiful thing, sheâs scared that it will be. âAnd what if it is,â she says, tears in her eyes and voice. âWhat then?â This is the moment in which Rapunzel recognizes that she really has never filled the void in her life, the place where real love and human connection should be, and that the lights wonât do it either. Chasing the lights was her noblest effort yet, a beautiful and real and a valid dream, but still not enough. because the lights are not a person and the lights canât love her back.Â
Eugeneâs answer to this is hopeful- thereâs always another dream to chase. But he still doesnât really have an answer for her. He doesnât really understand.
Until they see the lights.Â
Until they see the lights together.Â
Their golden glow and beauty is enchanting, itâs everything she dreamed it would be. And then, itâs more.Â
And itâs more because when she turns around, right at the end of the first verse, she sees him. Holding her dream in her hands, watching her watch it, experiencing it with her.Â
Thatâs when she knows.Â
She hands him the satchel and he knows he knows too.Â
He knows that there is no new dream, no better dream, than her, than a real life of love with the person in front of him.Â
After the lights happens everything I said in the original post. Theyâre torn apart and beautifully, magically, unexpectedly Mother Gothelâs ploy to sow discord between them doesnât work. Rapunzel sees through Mother Gothelâs lie to see the truth of everything, including his reasons for leaving, and when he shows up there is no reproach or misunderstanding to clear away. Like I said in my original post, they understand each other now.Â
And like I said in the post above, Rapunzelâs bargaining for his life and Eugeneâs cutting off of her hair are the means they use to set the other free. And ultimately Eugene wins. He dies and his death, the first time she truly experiences loss, opens her up to a fuller understanding of and use of her magic and her healing. He is restored to her and they live (truly) happily ever after.
But my point with all of this is, the heart of the story and its own specific magic, is that their skills and habits and means- whatever the word we want to use is- garnered by each of their efforts to fill their life with meaning finally fulfilled their true purpose, finally made them happy. Because they stopped being the end goal of their lives and became the means to their true purpose- the life and love they have with each other.Â
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Just spent 45 minutes researching what a specific street in a city smells like in october so i could write the word "damp." the word is in the final draft. it is doing its job. it cost me 45 minutes and a mild obsession with historical weather records. worth it. the word is perfect. you would not believe how hard i worked on that word.
SOLDIER, being all male and a LOT of them under 20, have the highest injury rate of any department. Not because they fight monsters, but because one guy will say something like "I bet I can do a handstand on my sword longer than you!" and then suddenly there's 20 of them chanting in the lobby and cheering. The firsts are not exempt from this. Healing materia is mandatory equipment, and getting stabbed outside the line of duty doing something stupid is a right of passage
Sephiroth, Angeal, and Genesis canonically throw swords at each other's heads for fun, so these unbridled levels of dumbassery are an actual thing lmao
Imagine if they just like...flooded the building. And Shinra had to take a vacation from ruining the world because carpets are VERY expensive and not so easily replaced!