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Nick: Hmm..I would like a cat, I had one as a kid and-

Tim: *turning in their chair and flicking the light one* You want to tell me where you've been all night?

Toby: I was with Brian?

Blender is an excellent freeware 3D renderer,possibly better than After Effects

Lightzone to replace Lightroom

Inkscape to replace Illustratr

Audacity to replace Audition (I also received a free version of Pro Tools with my Scarlett Solo audio interface)

i just thought id put some of the things ive felt as genderfluid to see whether anyone else gets this too and shares the experience or if it’s just me

1. feeling like you shouldnt have to come out to you parents because most of the time you’re okay in your body and dont need anything special so there would be no point

2. being in a group with another/other trans person/people and feeling like your gender isnt as important to be recognised because you’re not “fully trans”

3. going into your birth gender’s bathroom because you dont really have any choice between them and feel like someone would just call you out if you went in the other one

4. not complaining about your dysphoria because you know “some people have it worse so it doesnt matter”

5. have daily struggles over trying to figure out what gender you feel and ending up just saying fuck it and leaving it

6. feeling super insecure in certain clothes at different times depending on what gender you feel more that day

7. not feeling valid enough on your own so you end up going online to gain some validity and pride for yourself

8. people mistaking you for trans, but you’re not, but you’re also not cis either and people just not understanding you fluctuate in the middle of the spectrum

9. not knowing whether to get a binder or not cuz some of the time your body is bearable but others its just not

Again this is most likely probably just me and all but I just thought I’d see if anyone else did feel the same things, lmk if you do or relate to some of these cuz that would be kinda cool I guess