taylor swift // midnights rp meme.ย
edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit! ย
you donโt ever say too much.ย
iโve been under scrutiny.ย
you handle it beautifully.ย
all this shit is new to me.ย
iโm damned if i do give a damn what people say.ย
all they keep asking me is if iโm gonna be your bride.ย
theyโre bringing up my history.ย
theyโre bringing up my history, but you werenโt even listening.ย
i just need this love spiral.ย
we lost track of time again.ย
you were my closest friend.ย
howโd we end up on the floor anyway?ย
i see you every day now.ย
how the hell did we lose sight of us again?ย
ainโt that the way shit always ends.ย
i feel you, no matter what.ย
i wake with your memory over me.ย
thatโs a real fuckinโ legacy.ย
i get older, but just never wiser.ย
midnights become my afternoons.ย
my depression works the graveyard shift.ย
i should not be left to my own devices.ย
i wake up screaming from dreaming.ย
one day iโll watch as youโre leaving.
one day iโll watch as youโre leaving, coz you got tired of my scheming.ย
itโs me, hi. iโm the problem, itโs me.ย
iโll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror.ย
it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.ย
iโm a monster on the hill.ย
did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism like some kind of congressman?ย
life will lose all its meaning.ย
she thinks i left them in the will.ย
sheโs laughing up at us from hell.ย
life is emotionally abusive.ย
time canโt stop me quite like you did.ย
iโm unglued, thanks to you.ย
itโs like snow at the beach: weird, but fucking beautiful.ย
you wanting me tonight, feels impossible.ย
this scene feels like what i once saw on a screen.ย
iโve never seen someone lit from within.ย
my smile is like i won a contest.ย
to hide that would be so dishonest.ย
itโs fine to fake it till you make it.ย
i donโt even dare to wish it.ย
can this be a real thing?ย
youโre on your own, kid.ย
summer went away, still the yearning stays.ย
i play it cool with the best of them.ย
weโre the best of friends anyway.ย
i hear it in your voice.ย
i didnโt choose this town, i dream of getting out.ย
thereโs just one who could make me stay.ย
i waited ages to see you there.ย
youโre on your own, kid. you always have been.ย
youโre on your own, kid.ย
something different bloomed.ย
i gave my blood, sweat and tears for this.ย
the jokes werenโt funny.ย
my friends from home donโt know what to say.ย
there were pages turned with the bridges burned.ย
everything you lose is a step you take.ย
youโve got no reason to be afraid.ย
he wanted it comfortable, i wanted that pain.ย
he wanted a bride, i was making my own name.ย
my town was a wasteland.ย
for some, it was paradise.ย
i broke his heart coz he was nice.ย
i guess sometimes we all get just what we wanted.ย
i guess we all get some kind of haunted.ย
i never think of him, except on midnights like this.ย
we had one thing going on, i swear that it was something.ย
i donโt remember who i was before you.ย
i just may like some explanations.ย
can i ask you a question?ย
did you ever have someone kiss you in a crowded room?ย
did you ever leave her house in the middle of the night?ย
did you wish youโd put up more of a fight?ย
do you wish you could still touch her?ย
did you realise out of time?ย
fuckinโ politics and gender roles.ย
i just may like to have a conversation.ย
does it feel like everythingโs just like second best after that meteor strike?ย
iโm sure thatโs whatโs suitable.ย
draw the cat eye sharp enough to kill a man.ย
you did some bad things, but iโm the worst of them.ย
sometimes i wonder which one will be your last lie.ย
they say looks can kill and i might try.ย
i donโt dress for women, i donโt dress for men, lately iโve been dressing for revenge.ย
i donโt start shit, but i can tell you how it ends.ย
donโt get sad, get even.ย
iโve been dressing for revenge.ย
she needed cold hard proof, so i gave her some.ย
picture me, thick as thieves with your ex-wife.ย
she looks so pretty, driving in your benz.ย
ladies always rise above.ย
iโm on my vigilante shit again.ย
i think iโve been a little too kind.ย
didnโt notice you walking all over my peace of mind.ย
putting someone first only works when youโre in their top five.ย
iโm going out tonight.ย
best believe iโm still bejeweled when i walk in the room.ย
i can still make the whole place shimmer.ย
familiarity breeds comtempt.ย
donโt put me in the basement when i want the penthouse of your heart.ย
i think iโve been too good of a girl.ย
i think itโs time to teach some lessons.ย
have you heard? i can reclaim the land.ย
i miss you, but i miss sparkling.ย
sadness became my whole sky.ย
but some guy said my auraโs moonstone.ย
you can try to change my mind, but you might have to wait in line.ย
a diamondโs gotta shine.ย
it only hurts this much right now.ย
iโll be getting over you my whole life.ย
iโm falling in love again.ย
it only feels this raw right now.ย
lost in the labyrinth of my mind.ย
you would break your back to make me break a smile.ย
you know how much i hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back.ย
youโre terrified to look down.ย
youโll see the glare of everyone you burned.ย
itโs coming back around.ย
karmaโs a relaxing thought. arenโt you envious that for you itโs not?ย
my pennies made your crown.ย
donโt you know that cash ainโt the only price?ย
ask me what i learned from all those years.ย
ask me what i earned from all those tears.ย
ask me why so many fade, but iโm still here.
karma is the thunder rattling your ground.ย
karmaโs on your scent like a bounty hunter.ย
they said the end is coming.
everyoneโs up to something.ย
i find myself running home to your sweet nothings.ย
all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing.ย
this happens all the time.ย
you should be doing more.ย
to you i can admit that iโm just too soft for all of it.ย
iโm just too soft for all of it.ย
the planets and the fates and all the stars aligned.ย
the touch of a hand lit the fuse.ย
checkmate, i couldnโt lose.
what if i told you none of it was accidental.ย
none of it was accidental.ย
the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me.ย
what if i told you iโm a mastermind?ย
we were born to be the pawn in every loverโs game.ย
if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.ย
strategy sets the scene for the tale.ย
the first night that you saw me, i knew i wanted your body.
no one wanted to play with me as a little kid.
iโve been scheming like a criminal ever since.
iโve been scheming like a criminal ever since to make them love me.ย
this is the first time iโve felt the need to confess.ย
iโm only cryptic and machiavellian coz i care.ย
you knew the entire time.ย
you knew that iโm a mastermind.ย
my knuckles were bruised like violets.ย
cursed you as i sleep talked.ย
spineless in my tomb of silence.ย
tore your banners down, took the battle underground.ย
flashes of the battle come back to me in a blur.ย
my hand was the one you reach for all throughout the great war.ย
i vowed not to cry anymore.ย
if we survived the great war.ย
you drew up some good faith treaties.ย
you said i have to trust more freely.ย
you were playing with fire.ย
maybe itโs the past thatโs talking.ย
maybe itโs the past thatโs talkingโ telling me to punish you for things you never did.ย
i vowed not to fight anymore.ย
i vowed not to fight anymore if we survived the great war.ย
got a sense iโd been betrayed.ย
that was the night i nearly lost you.
i really thought iโd lost you.ย
we can plant a memory garden.ย
thereโs no morning glory, it was war, it wasnโt fair.ย
we will never go back to that bloodshed.ย
weโre burned for better.ย
i vowed i would always be yours.
i would always be yours.ย
all the outfits were terrible.ย
iโm so in love that i might stop breathing.ย
i was taken by the view.ย
romance is not dead if you keep it just yours.ย
levitate above all the messes made.ย
i want to brainwash you into loving me forever.ย
i didnโt know you were keeping count.ย
you said i was freeloading.ย
put on your records and regret me.ย
i bent the truth too far tonight.ย
i was dancing around it.ย
do i really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?ย
seemed like the right thing at the time.ย
thereโs so many different ways that you can kill the one you love.ย
thereโs so many different ways that you can kill the one you love. the slowest way is never loving them enough.ย
do i really have to tell you how he brought me back to life?ย
we were supposed to be just friends.ย
maybe iโll see you out some weekend.ย
i think thereโs been a glitch.ย
iโm fastening myself to you.ย
i was supposed to sweat you out.ย
our love is blacking out.ย
the systemโs breaking down.ย
iโd go back to wanting dudes who give nothing.ย
wouldโve, couldโve, shouldโve.ย
if you tasted poison you couldโve spit me out.ย
if youโd never looked my way i wouldโve stayed on my knees.ย
i damn sure never wouldโve danced with the devil.ย
now that iโm grown, iโm scared of ghosts.ย
memories feel like weapons.ย
i wish youโd left me wondering.ย
if you never touched me i wouldโve gone along with the righteous.ย
you made me feel important.ย
you made me feel important, then you tried to erase us.ย
youโre a crisis of my faith.ย
if iโd only played it safe.ย
i miss who i used to be.ย
i regret you all the time.ย
i fight with you in my sleep.ย
the wound wonโt close.ย
i keep on waiting for a sign.ย
if clarityโs in death, then why wonโt this die?ย
living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts.
give me back my girlhood, it was mine first.ย
if it feels like a trap, youโre already in one.ย
pick somewhere and just run.ย
desert all your past lives.ย
if you donโt recognise yourself, that means you did it right.ย
never take advice from someone whoโs falling apart.ย
bend when you can, snap when you have to.ย
you donโt have to answer just cause they asked you.ย
the greatest of luxuries is your secrets.ย
when you aim at the devil, make sure you donโt miss.ย
i prefer hiding in plain sight.ย
you should find another guiding light.ย