Teddy

[to teddy] : cringeee~~ i love u~ 🙊💋 [to teddy] : oh…. i’m sorry teddy [to teddy] : i may not be as knowledgable about that but he ought to treat you better [to teddy] : you can’t help who you are it makes you no different from anyone else [to teddy] : do i know him? would you like me to talk with him? [to teddy] : where do i press to get my daily english lesson? kkkk [to teddy] : that seems worse somehow,, almost like i wouldnt wake up

This is nice. Seyeon notes with a satisfied sound how they fit well against each other, both of them slotting into place as if it were a dance they’d both practiced the steps to already. Maybe this isn an extension of their instant friendship; much like they’d gotten along right off the bat, their bodies might be wired to fit together? It’s an interesting thought to consider. “Hey now, don’t go shy on me,” he whispers, gently tugging at Teddy’s wrist. “Your face is so handsome, don’t hide, yeah?” He laughs at the other’s words, tilting his head a bit to the side to study his expression. “I wouldn’t mind, honestly.”

He lets Teddy step away, listening carefully to his singing. Years of studying have made his English fairly good, so he is confident in his pronunciation as he tries to slip into an accompanying melody. It only works for a bit, the fact that he lacks vocal training is very apparent but he’d like to think that his baritone adds a nice extra anyway. “Wow. I got treated to a private concert,” he breathes as the last note fades. 

teddy only brightens more at seyeon’s words, removing his hand from his face. it was completely out of character for teddy to feel timid, though something about the way this whole day has unraveled so far has teddy baffled. never had he suspected that he would have the pleasure of being with seyeon in such a way. it felt natural, like they had been doing this their entire lives yet they have only know each other for such a short period of time. he could get use to this kind of company with seyeon. “you’re going to regret that.” eyes creasing as he teases.

he give it his all, knowing the lyrics like the back of his hand; only to quiet down when he heard a third voice. teddy was impressed with seyeon’s english. his voice was deep with a hint of rasp, it was soft, sexy. the honey tone sounded like it was lulling you into a trance, trying to take you to bed. he was baffled as to why gold star didn’t take advantage of such a gift. he ignored the words that came from seyeon’s lips. “why did not know you had the actual sexiest voice on this planet?” he finds the phone on the floor and pauses the music. “i’m the one who need’s said private concert. sing me something, anything” it was a lot to demand but he couldn’t help but feed this new discovery.  

was this really happening? it was really happening. that was all kei could think about as he got ready to meet teddy. teddy. that was all that needed to be said and he was looking fairly alright but he still circled back to his dorm to fix himself up, a convince store to grab some drinks and a street stall to grab some food. he dressed as plainly as he could. staring at the ground most of the time until he could find the spot he was going to meet teddy in. the other’s greeting caused him to blush a little and he bowed his head a few times. “i should be saying that to you haha.” if this had been a normal interaction and he was a non-idol, kei would have something to tweet about on his fan blog.

teddy took note of the light flush that painted its way across kei’s cheeks. he had a slight urge to reach out an pinch them but held back not wanting to come across like an embarrassing aunt. teddy found it amusing how easily he could fluster the singer. “how about we save the selfie for latter?” a giggle left his lips as he wrapped kei in a hug for a proper greeting. teddy was always one to show affection to those he considered his friends. is it too quick to show skinship? maybe? but teddy was oblivious to such boundaries.

it defiantly wasn’t teddy’s smarties idea to sneak out in the middle of the night but how much trouble could they really get in? to his surprise it really didn’t take much convincing to get jicheol to agree to sneak out. the hotel that they were staying in was only a couple streets down from the beach and that that is just way too tempting to the dancer. teddy can’t even remember the last time he was at a beach. back home in la maybe? 

 jicheol was like the older brother teddy always wanted, always going along with his dumb pranks and schemes. teddy first frond him intimidating with all of his muscles and tattoos but he soon found out that under his tough appearance was a gentle soul. he was deffently the coolest member of alien, or at least in teddy’s eyes. the younger admired the way he was always put together and never showing weakness. that was a trait that he, himself was severely lacking. he is quick to be offended, took things too personally, is too transparent. jincheol was teddy’s back bone. he was always there too pull him back to earth when teddy got too caught up in whatever was devouring his thoughts. 

[to teddy] : you have a lot of confidence in me kkkk [to teddy] : i will try my best to vouch for you [to teddy] : you have nothing to apologise for. i am not always the best with my words [to teddy] : i’m so sorry… you don’t deserve that… what was the fight over? [to teddy] : kk i learned a new word today thank you teacher-nim [to teddy] : shall we test it out?

The physical contact is comforting. Seyeon has always been someone who thrives under touch and pulling Teddy closer, leaning into the kiss gives him confidence. It feels nice and a thrilling and at the same time, it grounds him in the moment. When they finally part, he is gasping for air, cheeks flushed and eyes bright. “Aw, that’s a sweet thing to say,” he whispers back hoarsely. He laughs at his voice, clears his throat. “You’re not half bad yourself, you know? Takes two to tango — and to kiss. Give yourself the credit you deserve,” he insists before diving in for another touch of their lips. It’s easy, makes him feel like they are both made of electricity. “We could pass some of that off as calorie fighting too,” he suggests breathlessly the next time they part with a mischievous smile. “Surely it must count for something.”

teddy let’s out a soft hum agent’s the others lips as his in attempts to acknowledge the complment. feeling the need to be as close as he can he wraps both arms around seyeon’s neck, diminishing any space what was left between the two. the kiss was intoxicating, he was surprised at how natural it felt to kiss the dancer. they were the same in hight so there was no uncomfortable contorting of the body, they fit well together. teddy chased lips as seyeon pulled away for the second time. a laugh escaped teddy as he unwrapped himself from the silver hair boy and looked down, holding a hand up to cover his face, shaking his head. teddy peaked at seyeon through his fingers before dropping his head. “watch what you say, i might make this my new cardio”

it was the song switch that brought teddy too. as the familiar intro to justin timberlake’s mirrors ecoed through the room. the jt spotify playlist must still be playing, did they really only get though one song? were they really that week? he questioned himself. teddy couldn’t help himself from step back just to sing along to the music, directing the lyrics at seyeon. singing in english was a comfort blanket for him, it came with ease unlike singing in korean. during recording and live performances teddy would concentrate on his pronation and vocals too much to fully in joy himself. time’s like these where what reminded him of why he started pursuing singing in the first place.

[ txt - teddy oppa ]  i’m just nervous haha [ txt - teddy oppa ] you’re you  [ txt - teddy oppa ] i don’t know many people who want to be me [ txt - teddy oppa ] is it a date? you wouldn’t really go on a /date/ with me  [ txt - teddy oppa ] who would really pass up the chance to date you  [ txt - teddy oppa ] a little later on tonight..the han river..i’ll bring snacks 

[ txt - teddy oppa ]  no i mean [ txt - teddy oppa ]  i wouldn’t even dream because  [ txt - teddy oppa ] you’re so cool..i’m just kiyoung  [ txt - teddy oppa ]  i…i [ txt - teddy oppa ]  i’m so..if you want to come, i’d be happy [ txt - teddy oppa ] bu i understand if you don’t. i’m sorry

“no wait-” sky flushes at the implication of his own words. “don’t like, fall in love with me. because that would be horrible for the band dynamic and if you did i’d have to marry you out of obligation, and i’m too young for that.” sky scrunches his nose as teddy grabs his face, pouting his lips out. “but yes, find me adorable. it’s good for my ego if such a handsome bachelor finds me attractive.” a yelp leaves sky as teddy’s face moves closer and closer, but then he’s shoved away and a nervous laugh bubbles out of him. 

“there are better things to be scared of than the human body, hyung. like flying, or snakes, or clowns.” personally, sky is pretty terrified of horses. they’re too big, and their eyes hold too much wisdom. definitely a better fear than women’s genitals. “you guys have been spoiling me too much, of course i’m getting a big head. you’ve all created a monster and i refuse to take responsibility.” 

calming down from his laughing fit, teddy take’s a deep breath  roll’s to his side to face the younger boy. “first of all, i am offended at the fact that you would have to be ‘obligated’ to marry me. being my husband would be a privilege, second you’re ego doesn’t need to be inflated anymore then it is.” he pokes sky’s head “i think it will pop if it gets any bigger.” 

[to teddy] : i’ll be blessed to give it to u [to teddy] : me either. H*ll sounds like… H*ll [to teddy] : i’m sorry i meant i would kiss your cheek 😓it’s against my morals to be cute like that? [to teddy] : i’m sorry i don’t mean to be offensive… [to teddy] : ding dong i need a translator [to teddy] : kkkkkkkk you think i’d pass out gracefully? kkk ive never met anyone like you

[to teddy] : that just means i’ve gotta make it super extra to match ur personality [to teddy] : he still loves you~~ [to teddy] : i compromise my man morals for u and you try to take and take…. [to teddy] : i developed amnesia [to teddy] : not even worried about my body?? and here i thought we had dancer solidarity

[ txt - teddy oppa ]  adorable… [ txt - teddy oppa ]  he called me adorable  [ txt - teddy oppa ]  i mean you called me adorable….ah [ txt - teddy oppa ]  DATE [ txt - teddy oppa ]  i wouldn’t even dream *accidental send* [ txt - teddy oppa ] oh my god, i mean its you if you can’t..hang out i mean

(to:theodore the chipmunk) i’m sticking with you through your annoying phase right? why would i draw the line at your hoe phase? (to: theodore the chipmunk) not to be that person but rn you sound like a clingy boyfriend wanting to meet my family @.@ (to: theodore the chipmunk) it’s just my dorm? nothing special? (to: theodore the chipmunk) sounds like effort i’m not willing to put in (to: theodore the chipmunk) i may not be alone but i’m still bitter !!!

This is going somewhere. Where exactly, Seyeon has no idea, but it leaves behind a dizzying adrenaline rush. “You’re kind of giving me a lot of credit here. What if I can’t live up to the expectations?” He shrugs, giving Teddy an apologetic smile. Part of it is just polite humility, part of it is the very real worry that if people saw him just how he was — cracked, tired, medication as his only coping mechanism — they might not like him just as much. It didn’t matter here, this was flirting and too much self-deprecation never left behind a good impression, but it was a silent warning. He doubted Teddy wanted anything serious, otherwise they wouldn’t be approaching the whole encounter the way they were right now, but clarification never hurt. As long as they both knew what was going on, the most important thing was said. “You know I’m but a human and you should know that I am also very, very weak to temptation.” And with that he leans in. It was a slow movement, leaving the other man ample time to move away, to push him, to tell him to stop. Seyeon is almost surprised when their lips meet, body still taut in preparation for having to pull away again within a split second.

teddy’s eyebrows scrunched together as if to ask ‘what expectation?’ he figured the boy was just trying to be humble but is an idol he know the pressure to feel as though you have to contently preform. he knew all to well the worry that people won’t like the you. since moving to south korea he had to hide almost his whole personalty from the public eye, being told that no one will except him for his true self. teddy wanted to comfort seyeon, let him know that he could never disappoint but before he could the other was speaking again. as if in a trance teddy couldn’t pull his gaze away from seyeon’s lips and the next thing he knew he was leaning in to meet them. he places his hand over seyeon’s so that the other is now cupping his cheek while the other hand comes up to hold the back of seyeon’s neck, teddy feels as though his whole body is on fire. this definitely wasn’t what he was anticipating on his way here but, teddy isn’t one to over think. the kiss was sweet, gentle, addicting. teddy pulled, “and he kissed as gracefully as he dances.” he say’s smugly before he pulls seyeon by the neck for a needy kiss. 

[to teddy] : i’ll make you a crown [to teddy] : do you hear smth? sounds like somebody needs jesus [to teddy] : if i give u a kiss will u promise not to sue me 😔 [to teddy] : ahhhhhhh i don’t know u! stranger danger!!!! wheewoowheewoo [to teddy] : i’m cringing too hard i think i’m gonna pass out [to teddy] : [file]