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Nobody likes someone who makes mistakes.
Im a screw up.
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@flyingdeadleaf
I am good. I am loved.
I hope. But I am not.
I make mistakes.
Nobody likes someone who makes mistakes.
Im a screw up.
Help.

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Unending Puzzle
Life is an unending puzzle
Sometimes you complete the picture
Sometimes you feel like somethings missing.
There are days where you can figure out how exactly its done
And there are days where its just a complete mystery
There are days you'll get frustrated
And days you get elated.
Life is an unending puzzle.
You gotta keep going to see the whole picture.
Dont stop. Keep going.
K, On.
1230H
Sept. 18 2024
âTo the living, I am gone,
To the sorrowful, I will never return,
To the angry, I was cheated,
But to the happy, I am at peace,
And to the faithful, I have never left.
I cannot speak, but I can listen.
I cannot be seen, but I can be heard.
So as you stand upon a shore gazing at a beautiful sea,
As you look upon a flower and admire its simplicity,
Remember me.
Remember me in your heart:
Your thoughts, and your memories,
Of the times we loved,
The times we cried,
The times we fought,
The times we laughed.
For if you always think of me, I will never have gone.â
~Margaret Mead
Getting tired of life.
Almost tired of living. đ
I long for the day
Where we dont have to hide anymore
I long for the day
When we dont have to pretend
I long for the day
When your whole family accepts me
I long for the day
When Im no longer the person who you just live with
I long for the day
When Im not introduced as a "friend"
I long for the day
The coming out day...
Imagine that day.
Oh it will be a nice day.
November 11, 2023
Kitchener, On
0112H

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Im trying to be a good person
But if thats what you think of me
So be it.
I wont reason anymore.
I told you what I felt before because I dont like the feeling.
I thought you understood.
I was wrong.
Or maybe youre right.
Maybe Im just a horrible person.
9.9.2023
K, on.
Im still not mean to stay in one place with clipped wings.
Wondering when will be the day I go from places to places
Never stopping. Never afraid. Never second guessing.
Someday soon.
When I die, people will remember the memories
But there will be nothing to look back to.
No pictures. No videos.
I seldom appear in those.
Because Im always behind the camera.
When I die, what they will have are pictures of them.
Without me. And thats okay.

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Feb 28, 2023
0935H. Kitchener, On
Im getting tired of hiding.
Im getting tired of being hidden.
Im getting tired of pleasing everyone.
Im getting tired of trying so hard to get approval.
Im tired. Just tired. đ
I dont like the person I am becoming...
And I dont know how to stop it.
I dont know how to stop the monster from growing
Its eating me from inside out.
Lately
Lately Ive been wondrin'
How life is meant to be lived
Is it one day at a time
Or one step forward?
Lately Ive been wondrin'
Looking up the night sky thinking
If stars were meant to shine and live
Or burn and die?
Lately, Ive been wondrin'
Lately, Ive been thinkin'
Is life a complexity we dont understand
Or is it just a paper we need to spend?
Lately, Ive been noticin'
Days has been longer than nights
Does it mean better days?
Or is it the calm before the storm?
Lately wondering, thinking and noticing
Life in all aspects and in all forms
Do we have the power to manipulate
The things that are meant to happen?
Lately, Ive not been sure.
Lately, its just deep thinking.
-flyingdeadleaf
9:42 am
May 10, 2022
Kitchener, On
Year End
This year was a cocktail of happiness and sadness
Couple of success and failures
Anxiety, sleepless nights
Tears and happy smiles
Haunting disappointments
Nightly flashbacks
Smiling masks
Broken shards
New beginnings
Blissful triumphs
Sweet reunions
Happy unions
You see, life is a cocktail of both
Sour and sweet things
Sometimes you'll have more
And sometimes none
But life wont stop for you.
Whether you have it sweet or sour or even bitter
It wont stop. But thats the good thing about it.
It wont stop, it will just go on. And so are the bad things.
It wont stop but it will go away, maybe not now.
But eventually.
Thank you and goodbye, 2021.
Here we go, 2022.
3:12 pm
December 31, 2021
Waterloo, Ontario.
Mentally exhausted of being petty.

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Lord, when Im tired, please remind me why I need to keep going.
Midnight Thoughts
Silent wolves
Scratching hooves
Night is dim
Hiding grim
Light comes near
Vanish fear
Thoughts breakthrough
Hug from you
-Flyingdeadleaf
12:08am
February 9, 2021
Kitchener, Ontario