flight risk

As Im sure most of you know by my latest update post, my health has been absolutely horrible lately (debilitating migraines and headaches, lightheadedness and dizziness, chest pain, stomach pain, neck pain, general unwellness and pain, plus frequent flare ups and low overstimulation threshold), and it hasnt been getting any better. I don't have the money to get the help I need, and my parents don't understand how badly I am doing due to me being on the spectrum and having severe anxiety and ocd (recent diagnosis, apparently it's really bad, but I may be unable to continue therapy at this rate which is terrifying since I know I need it) that contribute to things alongside other more personal issues I won't get into.

Anyway, I hate asking for help or doing this, and have been holding off on making a post like this for about two years but I am so close to being institutionalized or potentially kicked out when I inevitably can't get or keep a job. But I'm desperate, genuinely—sell an organ—desperate, and any and all support is greatly appreciated.

My writing commissions are open (prices negotiable), as are my art (prices discussed upon dm, mostly pay what you want at this point plus my old price sheet from a couple years back plus more recent art examples) ones alongside customs.

I may also do adopts as well because I seriously need the money. I'll include my PayPal as well in case anyone wants to donate that way, but please feel free to dm me for any inquiries or ideas you may have. I'm willing to do virtually anything including nsfw and gore, ocs and canon characters, whatever your heart desires, but do have some limits (general stuff like proshipping, inscest, hateful/phobic stuff, etc, just common sense things)

I am open to all fandoms and characters, and I seriously appreciate any and all support. Please yall, I need some help, and I'm terrified and desperate and don't have many options anymore due to being unable to get a job irl. Please consider sharing this or helping if you can, I would appreciate it so much. And thank you for reading this far. 💚

PLEASE HELP

PLEASE HELP

I can't walk. My pain is so bad that I am constantly sobbing and screaming from the pain. I can't do anything anymore. It's so hard to be alive. Please, please, please, please, I'm begging you all, from the bottom of my heart, PLEASE DONATE. PLEASE.

I don't know how much longer I can take this - the pain is UNBEARABLE right now. I might have to go to the ER again, but my family really can't afford much right now - we're lucky the last visit was covered by insurance. I know this is incredibly short notice and I don't expect there to be a flood of donations or anything, but anything, at least a dollar - I owe my life to you. I know there are people with much worse situations out there, and I understand that. I'm so sorry for having to beg you. I truly apologize for having to resort to this.

Thank you so much for reading

Last Thursday, I went to the ER for extreme pain. They referred me to a doctor nearby and I am currently waiting to get diagnosed. They said I have to use a wheelchair most likely for the rest of my life/for a very long time due to how severe it is. The current suspicion is fibromyalgia, but it could be different once the tests are processed.

That being said, I need urgent help. I currently have a manual wheelchair that I use, but due to the excruciating pain, I can only push myself a few feet before I physically can't anymore. I'm looking at powerchairs, which seem to fit well, but I don't have any money to be able to fund it. I need this powerchair. I am in so much pain, I can barely get out of bed in the morning, and I cannot walk. I've been doing light physical therapy to help strengthen my muscles, but even that is incredibly painful. Please, if you could donate something, I would be so grateful. The current chair I'm looking at is the Comfy Go MAJESTIC IQ-9000. It's cheaper than most, but still pretty expensive, and way too much money for my family to spend. We're living paycheck to paycheck and I don't have a job (trying to get one!) so I can't help pay for it.

Thank you so much for your time. I will soon open up emergency art commissions if anyone's interested in that as well.

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"yeah, actually.."

"hmm.."

"you know - we don't even need the others. we could just hang out. on a different day."

She pauses, cleaning her voice.

Since as been a while since I posted about myself... Here are some pics on my phone, as a treat for you all.

My precious babies: Mocha, Remi and Delphi (in this very order), my cherished darlings that have been acompaning my journey in the Program! Aren't they just the sweetest?

"yeah, actually.."

When he gets pushed to his limit though.- It’s hard to remember how uh.. “soft” he is, in ways.

"thanks for.. uh. talking. with me. yeah. that's.. - well, i'm glad he isn't just one note. much more interesting that way. - and, shit, right - he won't get hurt as bad. mhm. that, too."

When he gets pushed to his limit though.- It’s hard to remember how uh.. “soft” he is, in ways.

"thanks for.. uh. talking. with me. yeah. that's.. - well, i'm glad he isn't just one note. much more interesting that way. - and, shit, right - he won't get hurt as bad. mhm. that, too."