I love going to bed early

I also love staying up late and going to sleep at 5am

I don't know what I'm doing with my life

Imagine falling in love and it works out for the rest of your life

And you have a baby, get married , build a beautiful life together 🥹.

your guardian angel told me to tell you that it’ll be okay and that you should just take it easy for the next few days

Even if you are not ready for the day, it cannot always be night.

stop ignoring yourself. fix your posture, get a new hair cut, do your nails, take care of your skin, brush your teeth, drink water, eat foods that give you energy. get strong, stop looking sloppy. when you feel good, you do good. invest in yourself.

show up for yourself!

The slow mornings have been the most enjoyable lately. .

Tenderness, reciprocation, consistency, transparency, passion

I am truly a giggler. A laugher. A chuckler. Just somewhere in the background snickering.

sorry i was passionate & intense & insane. it will happen again

Tomorrow.

Whenever an ugly feeling arises in me, maybe resent, greed, insecurity, etc. I just have to laugh and think to myself, this is what being alive is and I don’t deny my capacity for ugliness, in fact I store my faith in it because that same awareness of my own ugliness is the place I go to when I am aware of my own beauty. I have all the time in the world to sort it out, that’s the thing with self trust. I don’t hide from others and I don’t hide from myself, where there is ugliness I observe it and I don’t turn away.

People who deny their own ugliness, turn away from it, find shame in it and then pretend that they aren’t ashamed are the ones with the deepest capacity for cruelty. Time to see yourself clearly and move forward anyways.

your life is not meaningless, you just haven't seen the sea in a while

or the forest. or the mountains. or wherever fills you with wonder and calm

find myself listening to music i loved years ago and i realize i still am her