hello

so one of my very close friends is like a person i sext with, yeah coolcool and they recently got into an online relationship. theyre partner is cool with us sexting but i really.. like im jealous?? why is it ok for their partner that they have e-sex with me?? and like why do they like their partner more than me?? like no they cant like someone ore than me thats ridiculous. i feel so stupid for feeling this way, i have no right taking someone away from them esp theyre partner. but also i feel bad for sexting with them why isnt their partner jealous thats so fucked up they deserve better than that im a way better friend thats fucked up i hate this. i hate them and their partner im jealous of my nuts and AAAAAAAAAAA