its me. im the rat from the secret sexy rat drawer

toby fox dropping kinpri references in deltarune chapter 5 honestly makes the probability that he made flowery like hokuto on purpose extremely high and that makes me INSANE

ive started switching to no slippers after a while cause of the heatwave and ive been humbled 3 separate times today so far. i forgot my feet basically gravitate towards accidentally stubbing my toe on the hardest available surface for some fucking reason

I have mixed feelings on akanebanashi structure wise but I did giggle when the teacher caught her out for lying by being like 'oh you read night in the galactic railroad??? what's your thought on the nature of campanella and giovanni's relationship' cause she didn't immediately say doomed yaoi and that's how you know she didn't know ball

to be honest it feels like I keep being given random fuck ass trials with seemingly no improvement like parts of my body and brain are being sold piecemeal to the highest biblical plague bidder and im losing everything I have left slowly and confusingly while feeling like I'm both not in any control of it at all and also like I have the responsibility to have to force myself to keep going through the motions

saw someone describing the experience of having a brain on autism adhd and ocd all at once as 'the bermuda triangle'

the thing that sucks is I know from fragments of memories of being a teenager that this thing that's feeding on my thoughts happened when I was younger too I just know it wasn't severe enough to be remotely a big deal. I just cringed mildly over it super rarely