its me. im the rat from the secret sexy rat drawer

lately sometimes i think about social situations and friendships and situationshios i had as a teenager and how they're so far removed i know there might've been parts where i screwed up or the misunderstanding was on both sides but it's so long ago i both struggle to remember the details and atonement or vindication would be useless because what's passed has passed so far it would either be impossible, useless, or could be warped to suck me back in again, or i just straight up don't know my younger self or the people that person knew for the most part anymore so its like . crumbled biscuit sand that can no longer reform itself and go back in the packet

i think even if its a misunderstanding to keep things at arms length and not have to think about it too hard and wallow in the worst case scenario shopkeep watanuki probably gets off on the incorrect concept of being The Other Woman . that's my thought of the day

lrt is literally just rou era douwata

fire is a song that could be so evanatsu lowkey