Master of the Flop

girlfriend of 4 years said that she outgrew me and now she needs to move on and find new people and I keep weighing her down by being ridiculously too much to handle and "forcing" her to spend all her energy on having a conversation with me, that I don't do anything besides whine to her or talk to her about my hyperfixation and we're better off apart, all I do is manipulate her into feeling bad for me and "I guess you don't do it intentionally and it's just your defense mechanism to manipulate me" what???????

We were talking fine 15 minutes ago why are you telling me this at 1am ow I'm gonna killmyslf

"divine feminine wisdom"

"girrrll what do you mean you don't know your own name????? Please do me a favour no one's picking you anyways" (OW????????)

I began walking faster.

He also began chasing after me even more, yelling at me to buy him some food. I got irritated and told him that as a student I don't have any extra money like that to spend on others.

he froze for a second and asked:

"wait, you're not a minor?" in fluent Georgian.

I answered that no I'm fucking not.

he said "well then it's not fun" and walked away while I was already aiming to go to the security booth which usually stands infront of parking lots or malls.

I think my brain cells and ability to communicate just faded away, gosh how I miss it, how I miss everything, but I can't force back a fixation can I? no

I've been the happiest at that time even if technically it was also the worst part of my life at the same time. the community around the fandom was absolutely the sweetest, honest and most chatty people I've ever met, I loved seeing messages in different group chats or just seeing anyone's thoughts, reblogs felt like everyone knew everyone and we just went with it, I miss you guys

Heeyyy guyssssss how do we feel about Strattland Yuri.

Cuz they're definitely eating my brain

"awwwww my Yor finally wants to confess to Loid!!!! I wonder how it will turn ou-"

CODE LYOKO...

CODE LYOKO SEQUEL??????

WHAT.