❛ CYK☆EL ❜

⤷　　This is a MOGAI & MAD coining blog run by Cykael / Cy, a 20 yo ramcoa DID system. ❜

⤷　　We are gender non-conformant, intersex, and transfem. We use it/shi & ask. ❜

⤷　　We speak English and intermediate Brazilian Portuguese, but we’re semiverbal and often struggle with text & speech. Often, we struggle to put words into sentences due to this and due to having a scattered mind. We mask well, though. ❜

⤷　　We are schizospec with affective irregularity, cluster B/C, and autistic. Oftentimes we sound blunt or detached. We aren’t being mean, we’re just often dissociated. ❜

⤷　　University drains what energy mental and physical health doesn’t already take. Expect inconsistent activity and slow-to-fulfill requests. ❜

⤷　　We can coin genders, orientations, plural terms, media-related things, etc. If you’re uncertain, just ask. ❜

⤷　　We struggle to be online. We forget how to talk and vanish often. This blog is just a hobby. ❜

⤷　　Social media is both enjoyable and overwhelming for us. It causes anxiety, and we can't always keep up or process everything in the moment. ❜

⤷　　We avoid debates and drama. Please don’t ask us for them. Since it has to be said, we’re pro- a lot of things. Endogenics, good faith and contradictor labels, etc…We refuse to argue or explain our stance. Take it and react accordingly. ❜

⤷　　Our schizospec, paranoia, and dissociation can distort how we see things, making it hard to respond or stay engaged. We might misinterpret things while in this state and ghost people. ❜

WE'RE A STORY WITH NO GUARANTEED ENDING. STAY SAFE IN THE STATIC.

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⤷　　Someone who identifies as narcmono finds that their monogamous dating life is a result of their NPD.

⤷　　An example of this may be feeling a detachment from others around you and your EP partner being the only person that means anything to you, so you’d have no reason to date anyone else.

⤷　　Of course, that’s just an example, and anyone who identifies with narcmono can use it regardless of how they identify with it.

⤷　　The colours are based off this NPD flag and the symbol is the monogamous symbol.

⤷　　NARCPOLY. ❜

⤷　　Someone who identifies as narcpoly finds that their polyamorous dating life is a result of their NPD.

⤷　　An example of this may be someone having & dating several EPs or feeling more stable and secure in a polyamorous relationship rather than a monogamous one. They may also perform polyamory for fuel, but it is that person's responsibility to communicate such.

⤷　　Of course, that’s just an example, and anyone who identifies with narcpoly can use it regardless of how they identify with it.

⤷　　The colours are based off this NPD flag and the symbol is a polyamory symbol.

After… a year? I finally got around to this. Whoops.

Plain version of the flag & transparent of the symbol is under the definition! Please tag me if you coin versions for other types of attractions :3. If a term like this already exists, consider this an alternate flag.

⤷　　Someone who identifies as romantill experiences love in a way that makes them feel physically ill. This may come in the form of nausea, tremors, sweatiness/overheating, clamminess, goosebumps, shivers, etc.

⤷　　Romantill is a neutral term. It’s up to the user to determine whether this is a positive, negative, neutral, etc., experience.

⤷　　Someone who identifies as romantill may rely on feelings of sickness in order to identify having a crush, or they may not.

The name comes from combining “romantic” and “ill” at the ‘i’.

Author’s note: Wow. It’s almost been a year since we posted on here…

— @rwuffles

Yes, of course! I’d love to be tagged in any other versions ^.^

⤷　　Someone who identifies as bordermono finds that their monogamous dating life is a result of their BPD.

⤷　　An example of this may be feeling a detachment from others around you and your FP partner being the only person that means anything to you, so you’d have no reason to date anyone else.

⤷　　Of course, that’s just an example, and anyone who identifies with bordermono can use it regardless of how they identify with it.

⤷　　The colours are based off a BPD flag I see and the symbol is a combination of the BPD symbol and the monogamous symbol.

⤷　　BORDERPOLY. ❜

⤷　　Someone who identifies as borderpoly finds that their polyamorous dating life is a result of their BPD.

⤷　　An example of this may be someone having & dating several FPs or feeling more stable and secure in a polyamorous relationship rather than a monogamous one.

⤷　　Of course, that’s just an example, and anyone who identifies with borderpoly can use it regardless of how they identify with it.

⤷　　The colours are based off a BPD flag I see and the symbol is a combination of the BPD symbol and the polyamorous infinity sign + heart symbol.

Plain version of the flag is under the definition!

⤷　　A bruxromantic individual experiences an arospec experience due to feeling as though they can only experience love while also feeling hate toward the object of their love. This hate may be active and continual, may die out after some time, or might be former hate that developed into feelings of love.

⤷　　These feelings might be as if the individual is an abused dog who was rehomed and loves their owner, but still lashes out at their owner; the feeling of love and care is present, but so is the urge to bite.

⤷　　A bruxromantic individual may have trauma and/or a personality disorder (such as BPD) that causes or influences this experience, but it is not a requirement!

⤷　　The prefix brux- comes from the term bruxism, which refers to the grinding of teeth, often caused by stress or internal tension.

Bruxromantic is not a term that romanticizes or encourages domestic abuse. Bruxromantic individuals are at their own responsibility to manage their emotions and experiences.