🕯Flicker System🕯

Hyena: host, 17-23, human, lesbian, acespec, she/they Color: yellow

Izen: caretaker, protector, "28", incubus (demon), pansexual, he/him. Likes: cooking, violin, Måneskin. Color: red

Zeal: sexual protector + self care, 23, human, queer, they/he/ze Color: Pink

Ngai: primary protector, "24", elf/demon, bisexual, he/him. Likes: nature, frogs, crafts, Epic the Musical. Color: green

Anyone can interact, except for people under 16, exclusionists (anti-endo), and pro-censorship. Terfs and anti-queer fuck right off. I'll block if I don't like you.

Emailed my doctor TWICE

Called an Office

Made an Appointment

Filled out Paperwork

Had a Stranger in my home

Turned in my Assignment

Dealt with the Laundry Pile

One of my friends keeps insisting that I must be a bottom. I half joked that this was racist (I'm Asian, body isn't), and then elaborated that it's also shitty to imply that I must be a bottom because I'm cute and kind and sensitive. I really hate it. Being nice to my friends doesn't make me sexually submissive. I shouldn't need to repress my joy and personality for my sexual preferences to be believed.

(In my internal life) I'm already under constant scrutiny for my gender presentation, behavior, sexuality, and social position as they relate to societal gender roles. And in meatspace, I'm stuck in a body that doesn't align with my own, where the things I enjoy get interpreted in a very different way than if I wore them or did them in my own body.