Hello! I'm Clara, the.. host and singletsona (kinda, it's complicated) of a (largely traumagenic) circutien system. That being said, this is an endo (and by extension willo) safe space. I also believe polyminds shouldn't be forced to 'admit' they're systems in denial. It can be synonymous, but it doesn't have to be. Get over it. However, I will rarely divulge into syscourse.

If you couldn't tell already, when talking about us overall, I will swap between we and us due to the tightknit nature of our system.

I, Clara, am a bigender alterhuman with a weird relationship with my own transness/cisness (will elaborate on someday) for so many reasons. We are collectively omnisexual, and most of us are AverseFINromantic/sexual due to negative past experiences. No, the F isn't a typo. I'm allowed to have trauma.

Outside of Clara/me, I will most commonly be mentioning Jack, Jax, The Knight (jack and jax temporarily fused / merged), and maybe Polar. You can find more about us on our pronouns.cc. It needs updating, but it's good enough.

Collectively, she/he is fine. Also, we don't really have a system name. Usernames and 'Clara' are fine for that. We do tend to call headmates 'jelly beans' or 'the jelly beans'. We are pretty much all mixtives or have multiple types stacked on top of who we are at our 'core'.

We do not have a DNI. We never will. If I dislike you or your rhetoric, I'll block, but know it usually takes a lot to get to that point (usually. I do make exceptions for certain cases.) Closest thing we have to a DNI right now is this one rule: Don't engage with me in an argumentative way if you can't have any fucking decorum with it. I'm not talking spelling or grammar (though it's nice to have,) I'm talking actually arguing and not being a total dick. Murder is murder, barring life or death self-defense. ANY murder.

!!! We largely type in plaintext, and prefer that you add a plaintext translation if you reblog or reply to us with any sort of typing quirk. !!!

Will be editing to add more specific member info, and add stuff as we go. Said member info under the cut.

Personally I am physically unable to do quads because I have ASTHMA. Not everyone can do them

‼️LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER‼️

"I don't like pedophiles because the rape kids and that's gross!"

Completely negating that pedophile ≠ child rapist (check out @thisisparamisia for resources on that).

Child rape isn't wrong because it makes you uncomfortable. It's wrong because it causes severe mental trauma and (most of the time) irreversible mental damage and can cause conditions like DID, personality disorders, and PTSD.

Child rape isn't wrong because it's disgusting. It's wrong because it can cause physical damage to a child that usually can't be cured or reversed, such as infertility or pelvic damage leading to conditions like bladder incontinence and/or IBS.

Inflicting such damage on a child that they emotionally and/or physically can't recover and must suffer with the burden for the rest if their lives is what makes it morally wrong. Not because it gives you the fucking ick.

You CANNOT say that hentai involving fictional kids or ageplay is morally wrong because "that's gross" when there are professional, licensed therapists and psychologists that literally recommend these things as healthy coping mechanism.

You are not smarter than a literal professional psychologist who has been trained in this field and has been in the game for over 15 years now. It doesn't fucking matter that it grosses YOU out. It matters that it prevents vulnerable people from giving into their intrusive thoughts.

You guys are no fucking different than anti-vaxx moms who think that their little circle of FaceBook moms are smarter than professionally trained doctors and refuse to vaccinate their kids because "it makes them uncomfortable" and "pumping our kids full of chemicals is disgusting."

"I personally do not consume media that portrays fictional minors in a sexual or lewd manner because it makes me uncomfortable" is completely valid.

"Kinks like ageplay personally gross me out and that's why I don't do them" is absolutely valid.

It's ok if your a cat because you were raised with cats so you identify as one now.

It's ok if your a wolf because they're your special interest to the point you identify as a wolf.

It's ok if your a fox because you believe you had a past life as a fox so you identify as a fox now in this life.

This is antixeninity. Gods forbid people have headcanons and ideas.

Anti-endogenics are ableist. I do not welcome ableists on my account.

[ID: Anti-endogenics are ableist. I do not welcome ableists on my account.]

I am a mixed origin system. Specifically protogenic-traumagenic-stressgenic, meaning we were plural for as long as we can remember, far before any trauma happened, and when trauma did occur our plurality skyrocketed and dissociation grew worse.

And before y'all come here saying "oh so you're faking" - I'm literally diagnosed with DID.

Being endogenic =/= not having a dissociative disorder, and being traumagenic =/= having a dissociative disorder.

Even the DSM agrees (and although I don't think the DSM should be considered gospel, many of you anti-endos use it like one.) See my breakdown of that here [link.]

I am so disappointed if you felt comfortable coming onto my account while believing I'm not real. My headmates existence are not a "debate." We are not a fucking "stance point." You're either for our existence or you're not.

Why is it that every dissociative disorder can occur without trauma except for plural dissociation in y'all's minds?

DPDR can occur without trauma. Maladaptive daydreaming disorder can occur without trauma. Dissociation is not trauma exclusive and never has been.

Fuck right off with that total bullshit, and fuck right off with the idea of plurality being inherently dissociative anyways.

I& am a sagegenic (mixed traumagenic and willogenic) system. Our plurality is both disordered and nondisordered. As parts we are not disordered. We're all just. Here, kind of. We're almost always co-con with each other, we suck at co-fronting, and we're always talking.

OP almost certainly just hates people that use labels that have more than one syllable. anyways

"Anti-zoo!" when they really mean anti-beastiality/anti pro-contact

"You can't be physically a therian!"

Only ever talking about therians or theriomythics, to the point where barely anything else is recognised outside of spaces like Tumblr

Making prey drive seem valid compared to other drives

Hypervisibility of quadrobics, gear and outings

Watering down the community to appeal to antis (and invalidating people in the process)

PAST LIVES. OH MY DAYS, THE PAST LIVES BS. (yes, past lives as a nonhuman are fine, just the idea that its the only "cause")

"Its not a mental illness, its a spiritual belief!" even though causes of nonhuman beliefs don't invalidate the experience

The biggest alterhuman YouTuber (Therian Territory) being essentially a factory for misinformation and invalidation of others' experiences

And that's barely surface level.