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Doing free trial of Ancestry to try to find lost dead brother.

Come across a lot of bio grandma's info instead.

Compare an old picture of me to hers.

Holy shit my face is a mix of hers and my dad's.

Another win for me, I ain't ever gonna look like my psycho mom.

#note: they have never met in person so it ain't like that #good to know that with puberty I lost ALL semblance of looking like my mom's twin when I was little #line her baby pic up with one of mine and you can't tell #puberty really said 'aight you're done looking like her mini me!'#although I can barely find anything about my dad because I guess most of his shit is stuck in military records

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sometimes I think about how far we still have to go with consent

my worst relatives try to sneak meat or meat products into my food despite the fact that I'm a vegetarian

my ex's brother gave his mother an edible without her knowledge and when she got freaked out and paranoid they laughed, and people I've told that go "yeah that's shitty but it's just weed"

when I go to the doctor and ask them to describe what they are going to do before touching me they get frustrated

when I ask a friends of a friend who is a small influencer to keep me out of frame in videos they film for social media in public they look at me like I've pissed in their cereal

idk man, we've got a long way to go.

#i kicked my brother out of my house for trying to drug our sick dad so he wouldn't have to help taking care of him as much #and the worst part about it was he honestly believed I shouldn't have been mad at him because he thought he was doing us both a favor #when I got him to confess that he did it for himself on video #and showed it do dad to confirm that it was in fact real #and wasn't an innocent mistake like he hoped #people are WAAAAAAY too comfortable tampering with people's food and drink because they can 'get away with it' in the moment #and get the outcome they want at the same time #'better to ask forgiveness than permission. 😉 How about you respect boundaries or get fucked!#people... even children have died completely preventable deaths due to that bullshit!

> Driving down to get more necessities and pass by house with stuff I was curious about earlier that week.

> Everything is still there but things have been moved.

> Eye a rocker sofa that looks like it'd make a great dog bed for my brother's dog, now mine since he left back in August.

> He's a 10-12 year old German Shepherd/Chow mix. he's been having issues getting up off the floor and laying back down recently.

> Rocker feet are kaputt but everything else looks solid.

> Look underneath, cushion is firm and will provide awesome support for dog's old, aching body.

> Do smell test, passes.

> Take home, take feet off, put it back together and freshen it up. Add waffle throw blanket I had on my bed because it's rich with my smell so he'll get the idea that it's okay for him to lay on.

> He takes to it immediately, currently crashed out on it.

> Decide to look up chair to see what price it was when it was new.

> Somebody really tossed out a $400 chair?

flammenxci

New art and craft desk, cats decided to model.

flammenxci

Next order of business is doing what I did for my computer desk and finding an unconventional means of making extra storage space.

For the computer desk I used a sturdy shoe self. For this monster I'm thinking of finding a headboard with storage space for a queen sized bed and cutting it down so I just have the main bulk of it just sitting on top.

Me now that I have discovered that the Ultracite Terror from FO76 exists

#it's fucking gorgeous #a beautiful mix of sci-fi and sword and sorcery #come to momma beloved!

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New art and craft desk, cats decided to model.

#and I am fucking spent #energy wise #picked this up for free #toughest part of getting it in was making up the hill to my house #it's short but got a steep incline #i am turning in early #and drinking a bit #I'm already feeling the pain from it #sent a different shot to seller #got a heart emoji back. aww...

shymagnolia

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

shymagnolia

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

flagellant

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

coffee-or-hot-cocoa

i need all the help i can get for finals

finnglas

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like.

So you know.

This might be the real one, y’all.

avhira

I could use some luck

flammenxci

> Decide to look up Haint Blue because I don't know what it looks like.

> It is the same light bluish green I have been drawn to my whole life.

> I have a chair in this color, a set of headphones and my phone case has this color. Even my over the bed galaxy canopy has this color on it.

> My bathroom wave light is set to this color and I make sure it stays running.

> And due to the way that light reflects off the walls, its glow reaches well into my bedroom and covers my bed.

> I have ALWAYS come back to this color one way or another.

What does this mean?

flammenxci

I DID IT AGAIN!

WHY AM I DRAWN TO THIS COLOR?!

#had to get dehumidifiers for the house #and oh does it feel wonderful to not HATE walking around my own home anymore

I FINALLY FOUND IT! A treasure that has eluded me for years but no longer!

A CAN OF WHOOP ASS!

#it's so good!#best cold brew in a while

> Decide to look up Haint Blue because I don't know what it looks like.

> It is the same light bluish green I have been drawn to my whole life.

> I have a chair in this color, a set of headphones and my phone case has this color. Even my over the bed galaxy canopy has this color on it.

> My bathroom wave light is set to this color and I make sure it stays running.

> And due to the way that light reflects off the walls, its glow reaches well into my bedroom and covers my bed.

> I have ALWAYS come back to this color one way or another.

What does this mean?

#haint blue #seriously I cannot escape this color #nor do I want to #I just like it but never knew why #and I still don't

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I just had to bring out the Remington 12 because somebody came up banging on my front door acting crazy. Then walked along the front trying to peak into my dad's bedroom window.

"I see you watching shit!"

Oh no no, we do not threaten that sick old man.

Bad news, he's still roaming around either having an episode, a bad high or both. Cops were called.

Good news, the door held, didn't even rattle the chain on the security plate. Means I did good re-enforcing it after that break in back in '21.

More news, had to take the Remington into the bathroom with me because knowing my luck, something's gonna happen while I'm stuck on the can. 😮‍💨

flammenxci

Getting back into Fallout, specifically FO4.

Tired of seeing the dead spread throughout the wasteland.

It has been 200+ years since the bombs fell, there ain't no way in hell that SOMEBODY hasn't taken up issue with that.

Decide to make a new fan faction that splintered off from The Church of Atom.

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I created a new deviantart account for the first time in YEARS. I'm serious about this shit.

#'thier AI scrapes'#i'm prepared for that #datapool poisoning is my jam

Checked brother's facebook.

No bullshit about my birthday.

Check e-mail.

Nothing from him from that end either.

Oh what a blessing it is to be forgotten by an incredibly toxic and delusion person.

#a lot of people fear being forgotten #those ones have never experienced the hell of the wrong people remembering them #that is one of the best birthday presents someone with severe trauma can receive #it's right up there with their abuser or rapist dying

Getting back into Fallout, specifically FO4.

Tired of seeing the dead spread throughout the wasteland.

It has been 200+ years since the bombs fell, there ain't no way in hell that SOMEBODY hasn't taken up issue with that.

Decide to make a new fan faction that splintered off from The Church of Atom.

#i mod the game so i can leave a memorial at the door of vault 111 #after finding out they died horribly by the institute #not peacefully in thier icy slumber like I initially assumed #walk around the vault scene in kellologg's memories. they were all alive.#they still venerate Atom but they also worship The Void and believe in what is called The In-Between #a space where the dead and broken linger because they haven't reached Attunement #so they help the living and the dead #one of their main mottos is 'death's gonna be smiling when it shows up for you anyways. You might as well give it a good reason to do so.'#they're peaceful but they're far from pacifists #i've already got their main weapons thought out #they prefer melee over ranged due to they just want to do their job in peace and not attract that much attention #but they can use guns if they need to #it's just 'boomstick brings more bullshit'

New GoW game reveal just dropped AND we got a preview of gameplay.

LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO!

#I don't care if I can't play it... yet!#it's new GoW content!#AHHHHHHHHH!#and I find out about on my birthday! YEEEEEAAAAAH BOI!

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This is the 5th time the lawn guy has rescheduled me.

Asked Lawn Starter to find me a new pro and if the window is too late, I'm just gonna get one of those battery powered compact lawn tools on a payment plan to do it myself.

#i can do it myself #but with being my dad's sole caretaker #and having to take care of 9 animals #3 originally being mine and everybody else just offloaded them onto me #and working a physically demanding job on top of that #plus trying to keep the house somewhat decent #my plate runneth over

THESE TWO

ARE 3 YEARS OLD TODAY!

Happy Birthday my little baby girls, you made it to the big 3!

#they still smol tho #could be because of coming from a feral momma #with an unknown history on whether or not they come from a long line of ferals #but also they're from a litter of 9 so they might've had developmental issues from the get go #if you saw these two in person you'd think they were still kittens

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