If Five had sacrificed himself to save his family this season I would be more happy
The thing I loved about him was that he loved his family above anything else. He was a broken, morally ambiguous person that had made some harsh decisions throughout his life that led him to the bloody path he traced
He wasn't a good person, if you looked right into it, but he wasn't bad either. He had so much potential to be good but life made him do horrible things and he would do it all over again because in the end of the day there was one principle that was unbreakable to his character: he loved his family and would do anything for them
It's so... cruel, for the writers, for Steve Blackman to establish this through the first and second season only to break all of it because of an unnecessary romance plot
I loved all of the characters, they were all so great. I loved each one of them so dearly and they were gradually butchered through season 3 and 4. But Five was literally my comfort character, so much so I created this tumblr account especially to rant about him and share and listen to people's thoughts about him and the rest of the umbrella academy
Now everything is just so hollow. Maybe I'm being dramatic but TUA helped so much during a difficult period of my life and for it to end like this is just so...??
I don't know what to do with this blog now, tbh. I had stopped posting here because I was going through a chaotic mess (still am) but maybe I'll start posting things about other fandoms, post some drawings if I ever finish them
Well, it was good while it lasted
















