Fat, Drunk and Unhappy

Realist thing I’ve read in a while

Weigh in 323lbs 6/17/18

What an amazing movie and a terrific human being. Never fully appreciated him until seeing this. Must see!

Weigh in 323 6/10/18 Starting 380 2/10/18

Today marks my 4th month on my fitness journey and so far I have lost 50+ lbs. However this is the first time that I have actually lost my motivation for the gym. I haven’t been in the pool in over a week and I’m getting nervous that I won’t get back in. Ive told so many people that I’m going to do this Alcatraz swim that it would be hard not do it. It actually kinda scares me that my mind can go from super motivated to lazy af in the course of a few days. Seems to be the pattern in my life. The only thing that’s saving me is counting calories. I’m so close to getting under 300lbs and I don’t want to quit now.

Weigh in 324 6/3/18

Weigh in 5/28/18 328

Lake Tahoe

Just had a Beyond Burger (veggie). Honestly couldn’t tell it wasn’t beef. Probably helped that it had a cup of guacamole on it.

Story of my life. People always surprised at how quick I am for my size. One day I want them to just comment how quick I am in general without the size part.

Sometimes you have to say f it and get what you want

Best score I’ve had so far. Sleep apnea can suck it

Just swam my first mile since signing up for personal training sessions with Claire. Shaved 2 mins off my total time. Was able to swim 300 without stopping. Definitely could have gone longer though.