minors do not follow! 🔞 & we post vent/kink/nsfw

voice of sysmate whose vessel is severely exhausted and in more pain than usual from the psychological stress that comes with even thinking about uncovering amnesia-locked trauma: im bored i should try n find out what our deal is

im sooo bored tho..... </333 come on a little trauma never hurt nobody....

listen youre all fake but thats ok i know One real system our there so thats comforting. i think another system is real too because theryre a dog .

whats ur deal

is it weird that as a survival tactic we've learned to like. cancel a zone out

nope thats unfortunately normal, whatever ensures your safety :<

really tired of the "getting fictives is scary/cringe/bad" mentality a lot of yall have tbh. like be nice to your fictives for fucks sake is it that hard to treat fictives as anything but a joke and a problem and an embarrassment. wait actually this also applies to other introjects i was thinking of fictives first because i see those annoying fictive jokes too often but it definitely applies to other introjects. i hate the "what if i get an introject of this thing oh no thats Cringe" thing and idk i get being scared but it just sucks to hear over and over that nobody wants to deal with people like you because its so embarrassing. ok

character save m(remembers im a fictive heavy system) actually you dont have to do that sorry for the preassure

too many people interpreting this in a "getting fictives is bad and scary" way. No. what i mean is be nice to the fictives you have

damn. i should work on our pluralspace (not gonna)

ffffuck me dude. im so tired of being mentally ill I wish I could be a better person for our friends. we're angry were needy were indecisive we can't act normally im just waiting for everyone to leave me atp bc why would you stay around someone so evil. so unbelievably broken to the point that I can't fathom that ill ever change. I'm the same I always was

what do singlets even do

ive been thinking this So often its genuinely fucked

the imitation and "i would NOT do [thing]" are. so real