Denial
Sooo I’ve been in denial that summer is coming to an end. I’ve been thinking about school but pretending it was far far away and not something I was going to have to worry about for another month. Last night I was hit with a reminder that-in fact-I am less than a month away from starting back.
I think I’m hesitant because I had such an amazing class last year for my first year and I’m afraid that this next class will be like my second 1st grade class (hard). I didn’t bond with my second first grade class like I did with my first and I’m afraid that this will be the case with this year’s.
I’ve begun to pray to have the patience and love to guide these new sweet babies and that even if they prove to be challenging, that I have the wisdom and the knowledge to better handle them. I know for a fact I will have at least one challenging student who is a retention from last year. This sweet muffin has all kinds of behavioral and academic issues that after being tested last year basically proved to be a result of his environment. (His parents 😣😫) They also can be known to be difficult which is why he isn’t going to be in the same class as he was last year, despite the parents pleas. The principal simply stated she wouldn’t allow that teacher to go through the abuse again. When they were told at the end of the year he might be in a different classroom they were not immediately thrilled but I eventually was given the nod of approval. To be fair, I volunteered to take him on. I’d worked with him some during our intervention time and I think I’d be the best fit for him personality wise. However, I’m praying that my presence will be allowed to serve the purpose it’s supposed to in his life and that the rest of my class will be similar to last year’s so I can focus my attention on working with him.
I officially gave the family I babysit for my 2 weeks notice and will be done the first week of August which will give me a few days in my room before contract time starts to get a jump on things. However-to think that I have the rest of this week and next with these kids makes me sad. We’ve had a good summer and it seems to have just flown by.
Oh well. 2017-2018, and my 3rd year teaching, here we come, ready or not.










