TIME TRAVELER

Taking my heartbroken self on a well deserved trip to Bali for a week and a half. Packing and getting ready does not get rid of the pit in my chest at all, it heightens it. Leaving is a big leap for me right now because it means that I accept this reality, and I do not want to accept this reality. :|  First world problem right? whatever.

im hella heartbroken and sad :\  haven’t opened up to anyone in the way I did and it wasn’t reciprocated in full but wasn’t denied in full either and now im in a weird limbo where i have to accept that this person is someone i want in my life lover or not. loving someone enough to realize that a friendship is all you need is fucking awful at first.

i just spent the last fucking 30 hours building this sculpture and it is contingent on my kinect sensing people’s presence but the kinect is not fucking working like it was when itested 4 hours ago and now i want to fucking cry. i cant do this shit anymore its fucking awful. i feel like such a fucking failure.

hi my name is fil and its 6am and I have 6 hours to finish coding a VR project that is due 

i h8 money

I might be moving back into my moms place at the end of this semester.. I NEED TO START MAKING MONEY IM SO OVER THIS

when u got 3 days to write a research paper that you were supposed to be working on for 4 weeks. So you start doin research and realize that damn the topic is real tight and you need more time to unpack the information in a way that allows you to make a really solid claim and connect two seemingly disparate ideas - but all u got is 3 days... and all you wanna do is make art

may have landed myself a free 3 day pass to E3 this summer... paid gig. VR is tight

this GORGEOUS girl who ive been admiring at a distance over the past few weeks came up to me and asked me if she could take a picture of my tattoo for her brother - aka perfect opportunity for me to get her number/ask her out etc. I didn’t do it D: at least i got her name. shes so beautiful holy heck. big green eyes /swoon

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