parting is such sweet sorrow

hey y’all i know i haven’t been on tumblr in forever but i’m in need of some help.

i’m a black nonbinary lesbian living in atlanta on their own (with roommates). right now i’m out of a job and rent and bills are all due next week and i have literally $23 to my name to cover food, transportation, and bills.

i’ve been struggling with finances for a while now but now it’s a heavy situation because not only did i just recently become unemployed, i’m in the process of distancing myself from my abusive, homophobic, and transphobic parents which at certain points have helped me in situations like this but i can’t handle the abuse they put me through and how they refuse to accept me and see me someone with demons who needs to be saved. on top of this, i suffer from schizophrenia and everyday has been filled with breakdowns and suicide idealizations and brain fuck ups triggering my other mental illnesses like my ptsd and my bpd and it’s hard to hold down a job right now because of the way my schizophrenia is effecting me. if y’all could help by donating or sharing this post, i’d appreciate every bit of help. 

Well there’s been a massacre going on in Sudan for DAYS and NOBODIES COVERING IT!

So there is currently a media blackout in Sudan to try and coverup the horrors taking place:

Stop what you’re doing and please reblog this. Innocent people are being murdered, people are trapped, have no internet access, and are being raped by the dozens on the streets of Sudan.

being “wary” of lesbians

removing the L from the acronym

never including any flags or symbols for lesbians in posts because “they can just fit under gay ¯\_(ツ)_/¯”

us acting like we’re elitists (“LG elitists”)

making the label “lesbian” be more open to men (or calling lesbians “terfs” when lesbians say there’s no “bi/pan lesbians”)

calling us traitors or bisexuals because we love/have sex with trans women too

calling lesbians “incelbians” or “incel lesbians” or “incels of the community”

have butch/femme taken away to be more inclusive (even when there are other labels for wlw who experience multiple gender attraction)

are called “closeminded” by members of our own “community” who we also love

called terfs even when we’re inclusive of trans women and terfs when we aren’t attracted to trans MEN (yeah, ik that’s literally transphobic but i’ve seen people on this hell site thinking it’s a Hot Take)

bumblebees are going extinct and i think now is a time to let everyone know that pesticides aren’t the way to go. there are infact alternatives to pesticides that are cheaper and safer.

like caffeine! bees love the smell of caffeine, and it doesn’t hurt them. however every other dangerous bug is repulsed by the smell and wont eat your plants.

it’s that simple! it’s that fucking simple! all you have to do is get some coffee beans or whatever. put it in a cup. put some water in it. put it in a spray bottle. boom! that’s all!

anyway if u wanna help a down on her luck black lesbian not be homeless in two months, i have a paypal [email protected], a cashapp $sailorsylvie, and a gofundme set up for me to convert a van into a tiny home https://www.gofundme.com/help-serena-beat-housing-insecurity-and-get-a-van&rcid=r01-155188322958-07bb3ceca6894734&pc=ot_co_campmgmt_w

had to doodle Mel.. this mod is so GOOD

Ellen: so I heard you’re a fan of the portal games?

Me: yeah

*deadly neurotoxin begins to fill the chamber*