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opening up about it for the first time was just as traumatic as the experience itself

religion ruined what humanity could have been

my soul is so anchored to the past that i’m drifting away from my present

im a pig trying to be a deer

my god i hate myself why is anything i ever do never enough

religion is js normalized cults but you guys aren’t ready to have that conversation

it’s my birthday yet i still feel miserable

i stopped believing compliments i received before i even knew my times tables

there is not a single word in this entire universe that can attempt to be remotely close to the amount of self loathing i have for myself

i feel so alone nobody understands me i wish i had a best friend

some of you have never let out a cry with no air in your lungs while pushing deeper and it shows

“ you’re so pretty, you can’t be insecure “ i stay home and refuse to leave my house and miss out on so many opportunities because of how disgusted i am with my own appearance

im so disgusted with my body i cant believe i’ve let it get this bad

why cant i ever escape this empty feeling

what absolute atrocities did i commit in my past life to be cursed with such an inability to be pretty?

i feel so ugly i disgust myself