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“Thinking of you, wherever you are.”

Rest in peace, Hayden Panettiere 🕊💔

#kingdom hearts #hayden panettiere #r.i.p.

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I wish this battle didn't have to last this long (around 30 years and ongoing).

Esp with how I wrestle with my Firefighter (terminology in IFS therapy) like

#it's like nectar but I'm not supposed to agree with it.#even with all the prep and theory and whatever reference of experience you have. it doesn't shield you from how it cracks you open.#def some Shadow Work (Jungian) happening too...#cptsd #actuallycptsd

stillmissing

#I was just thinking along these lines recently.#it's super useful to say “no” in the form of telling people to please not trivialize/minimize/invalidate your experience.#boundaries #communication

rob-by

The pathologization of anger needs to be talked about. What do you mean my therapist is telling me that there’s something “chemically wrong” with me because I am still angry about my mom DYING OF COVID.

of course I’m still angry? My mom and 1.3 million other Americans are dead and you want me to shoot sunshine out of my ass about it?

rob-by

“But It’s been 3 years since she died, you have complex grief” yeah and she was on a ventilator for 11 days and she kept writing “I am scared” and “I don’t want to die” on a notepad over and over again. While you were still going out unmasked and unvaccinated and coughing all over each other, I was living a nightmare I couldn’t fucking wake up from. And every single day I’m reminded of it in the form of “haha wasn’t the pandemic such a wacky time haha” and “I’m not getting a booster you can’t make me 🤪 (nobody asked)” and “it’s not real they made the numbers up!!!”

“You’re not coping” Ok here’s the deal; I’ll stop feeling this anger when we have a national memorial (we don’t) or a cdc equipped to stop it from happening again (we don’t) or a population that takes a deadly disease seriously BEFORE it effects them personally (WE DON’T!)

until then, I’m pretty sure my anger is A COMPLETELY NORMAL HUMAN REACTION given the facts at hand

#YEAH #FUCK “complex grief”. we're supposed to honour every shred of loss.#the love keeps going onward and also backward in time.#I also wanna bite someone's head off if they dishonour what I grieve via minimizing/trivializing/invalidating those things.#anger #grief #cw death

inthetags

Reblog and put in the tags a plot twist that wasn't surprising, but the emotional/story impact made up for it completely.

#I won't name the media but.#a female character's worst pain came from the death of her eldest kid. and she is the only one around to deliver the newborn child of--#--the person she hates.#predictable story beat but the actress is really talented and the OST was done up well for those moments and I needed it.#the performance was so good whereby you see the character's grief transform and she lets it be transformed coz of serendipity.#and this is through the actress's eye work alone. in between the dialogue and words. incredible.#inthetags

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despazito

Niu Lai has not made its way onto tumblr yet so I guess my anglophone ass has to make a post about it

despazito

This movie is currently a huge meme in china. It came out of nowhere and inexplicably got a theatrical release, looks like ass, was animated completely by the director and his mother, and took several years to make. "Niu Lai" translates roughly to "The bull is coming" and apparently the film has several other allusions to stock market puns. The Chinese stock market coincidentally had an uptick the day of its release which added further fuel to the meme fire. After going viral Niu Lai began to actually turn profit at the box office, theatres unprepared for Niu Lai mania (the creators did not distribute any promotional material) had to improvise DIY posters:

Niu Lai has now been pulled from theatres.

#the moment I saw the pinyin I guessed what it meant and sure enough I was right ha.#fascinating #memeable af

calo-wav

mommy n me

#aaaaaaaaaaaa #voltron

Honestly this is the perfect thing to dive into leading up to TOH's graphic novel. Exploring the carnage that is death

#the most soul-destroying pilot ep I've ever seen.#most haunting anime ending theme I've ever heard (the Season 1 ED).#death as a central theme.#and I found it too depressing back in lockdown year to continue. but flavours have simmered and I've been so annoyed at myself trying to--#--revisit media but never settling on any but this one's feeling very apt.#to your eternity

inthetags

Reblog and list any metaphors that apply to your life story, in the tags

#a cosmic seam ripper that undoes the strands of my sense of identity--#--the way that acute radiation poisoning destroys DNA.#inthetags

systemofmemes

#I just released the What a Joker laugh (totally unplanned and candid) at this desk jesus.#memes #trauma

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crapload-of-crafts

Finale made me cry 🙃

#I've always thought that one of the several ways in which he reclaims agency and identity post-trauma is how his shirt colour here is--#--what's left of the dark blue coat that Caleb owned. which Philip then took and used.#whether it was intentional or not we dunno but.#hunter #waffles #the owl house

womeninfictionandirl

Sister Night by Ray Fawkes

#watchmen HBO

soothedcerberus

That one episode of Pokemon with the Houndoom and Togepi... ? yeah :']

#pokemon

uroad7

The Blessed Child. by Uroad7

#THE BLESSING..... T_____T #made in abyss

self-harm-harm-reduction

People existing with self-harm scars is not promoting self-harm.

People posting photos of themselves with scars is not promoting self-harm.

People making and sharing art of characters with self-harm scars is not promoting self-harm.

You're just ableist.

No body should ever have to hide their body or be told their existence needs to come with a trigger warning

#self harm #cw sh

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cocoagadgetsworld

#😱#oh no...#Daveigh Chase not long ago and now her 😔#r.i.p.

chanjaoey

Sibling bond

#king clawthorne #luz noceda #the owl house

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