» square up to the universe.

one of the most devastating aspects of orufrey’s relationship to me is the fact that, by qifrey’s own account, olruggio has rediscovered his secret too often to keep track of— and he still chooses to forgive qifrey in each and every instance he learns, again, about the silverwood disease. we can easily assume his finding out manifests differently every time— maybe it comes as a confession, maybe it’s like a twisted problem that olruggio conspires to work out for himself, maybe it’s something blurted in the thick of an argument; maybe it comes with uneasy acceptance, maybe it’s more of a struggle to make olruggio understand— but no matter the symptom, his cause is always the same without fail. olruggio has never once hesitated to sacrifice everything he is for qifrey’s sake; he has never once considered being spiteful, keeping his own memory intact and letting qifrey shoulder his burden alone. in all their time enduring that same, indefinite cycle— ouroboros the whole way down— the thought to act selfishly has never, not even once, crossed olruggio’s mind

[First image description: An edit of the "Oh Ariana, we're really in it now" meme, with Jason from The Good Place leaning against an Ariana Grande poster. The poster has been changed to a screenshot of Maggie Smith's poem "Good Bones" and Jason now says "Oh Good Bones by Maggie Smith, we're really in it now". End first ID.]

The loyal one: Gilbert Nightray 💛 🖤