HDRC

ttpd is like... this fucking sucked... it was my fault... fuck joe... this also fucking sucked... fuck matty... i thought i was gonna die... straight up commit me to an asylum... FUCK matty... fuck joe... no one knows me... fuck kim kardashian... i created every problem and every consequence i have to face... please see me as human... i am exposing my flaws so you see me as a real person... fuck jake gyllenhaal... if you're gonna be so up my business you better realize how fucked up my business is... also hi killatrav ily... there is nothing redeeming about this chapter of my life... hi mom ily... this ALSO fucking sucked... there may be good in the world... here is every sin i have ever committed... i was promised love and forever repeatedly and no one ever delivered... my reaction to trauma was awful... i made so many bad decisions... if you're gonna crucify me do it for good reasons... are you not entertained?

if you think literally anything on ttpd could shock me or put me off you'd be SO wrong i stood by taylor when i thought she would do fearless/speak now style music forever and then she dropped WANEGBT. now THAT was a real shock to the system for my 16 year old self😭😭😭😭

i like to pretend the only swifties in the entire world are the swifties on tumblr so i am unpleasantly surprised when i meet real-life swifties

spelling is still fun and it’s FINAL

meeting someone my age irl who also likes taylor used to be such an exciting thing but now it makes me suspicious. like wdym you like her. what were you doing in 2016