( β β dear evan hansenΒ β the sentence meme
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*feel free to change any of the pronouns/names from the quotes to fit your muses. warning a couple of quotes are nsfw
β Can we try to have an optimistic outlook, huh?Β β
β Can we buck up just enough to see the world wonβt fall apart?Β β
β Another stumble as Iβm reaching for the right thing to sayΒ β
β Anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this?Β β
β I donβt know if you can tell but this is me just pretending to knowΒ β
β Another masterful attempt ends with disasterΒ β
β On the outside, always looking inΒ β
β We start with stars in our eyes. We start believing that we belongΒ β
β And no one tells you where you went wrongΒ β
β When youβre falling in a forest and thereβs nobody around do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?Β β
β We pick a spot and shoot the breeze like buddies do, quoting songs by our favorite bands, telling jokes no one understands. Except us twoΒ β
β Feels like we could go on for forever this way. Two friends on a perfect dayΒ β
β We walk a while and talk about the things weβll do when we get out of school. Bike the Appalachian trail or write a book or learn to sail? β
β Thereβs nothing that we canβt discuss like girls we wish would notice us but never doΒ β
β Thereβs nowhere else Iβd rather beΒ β
β Weβve been way too out of touch. Things have been crazy and it sucks that we donβt talk that muchΒ β
β But I should tell you that I think of you each night I rub my nipples and start moaning with delightΒ β
β Iβve gotta tell you, life without you has been hardΒ β
β Kinky!Β β
β And I miss talking about life and other stuffΒ β
β I love my parents but each dayβs another fightΒ β
β Iβll take your advice. Iβll try to be more nice, Iβll turn it around. Wait and seeΒ β
β βCause all that it takes is a little reinventionΒ β
β Iβm sending pictures of the most amazing treesΒ β
β Dude, Iβm proud of you just keep pushing throughΒ β
β Our friendship goes beyond your average kind of bondΒ β
β I could curl up and hide in my room. There in my bed, still sobbing tomorrow, I could give in to all of the gloomΒ β
β Why should I have a heavy heart?Β β
β Why should I start to break in pieces?Β β
β Why should I go and fall apart for you?Β β
β I gave you the world, you threw it awayΒ β
β βCause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weepΒ β
β After all you put me through, donβt say it wasnβt true that you were not the monster that I knewΒ β
β Thereβs nothing like your smile, sort of subtle and perfect and realΒ β
β You never knew how wonderful that smile could make someone feelΒ β
β But weβre a million worlds apart and I donβt know how I would even startΒ β
β And he wondered how you learned to dance like all the rest of the world isnβt thereΒ β
β Guys like you and me weβre just the losers who keep waiting to be seen, right?Β β
β No one deserves to be forgottenΒ β
β If you never get around to doing some remarkable thing that doesnβt mean that youβre not worth rememberingΒ β
β No one should flicker out or have any doubt that it matters that they are hereΒ β
β Have you ever felt like nobody was there? Have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere? Have you ever felt like you could disappear?Β β
β βCause when you donβt feel strong enough to stand you can reach out your hand and someone will coming runningΒ β
β Thereβs a place where we donβt have to feel unknownΒ β
β I donβt need you to sell me on reasons to want you. I donβt need you to search for the proof that I shouldΒ β
β I donβt need more reminders of all thatβs been broken. I donβt need you to fix what Iβd rather forgetΒ β
β What if itβs you and what if itβs me and what if thatβs all that we need it to be and the rest of the world falls away?Β β
β But if you really see me if you like me for me and nothing else. Well, thatβs all that Iβve wanted for longer that you could possibly knowΒ β
β So you found a place where the grass is greener and you jumped the fence to the other side. Is it good?Β β
β Well I hope youβre proud of your big decision. Yeah, I hope itβs all that you want and moreΒ β
β Well Iβm sorry you had it rough and Iβm sorry Iβm not enough. Thank God they rescued youΒ β
β Does it cross your mind to be slightly sorry? Do you even care that you might be wrong?Β β
β Well I hope you had a blast while you dragged me along β
β And you say what you need to say. And you play who you need to play. And if somebodyβs in your way, crush them and leave them behindΒ β
β All I need is some time to think but the boat is about to sinkΒ β
β So I just stand here sorry, searching for something to sayΒ β
β Thatβs not a worthy explanation. I know there is none. Nothing can make sense of all these things Iβve doneΒ β
β 'Cause what if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too?Β β
β The house felt so big, and I felt so smallΒ β
β And I knew there would be moments that Iβd miss. And I knew there would be space I couldnβt fill. And I knew Iβd come up short a billion different waysΒ βΒ
