It’s been a really long journey, at times joyful and other not so much. I’m sorry that I don’t actually talk much OOC, I don’t try to include myself in plots or that i’m too harsh. Truth i still feel awkward, and shy. Maybe even resentful, but I try not to let it get to me because I don’t feel attached any more…I’m sorry if that came out harsh, it wasn’t my intention really.
I’ve met some great people here, but I’m a very lazy person…Irresponsible, really and I’ve found myself distanced by my own means of people who i honestly care about and or enjoy talking to…For that I’m sorry, I hope you know that I would like to speak to you more often and that I truly like it when we do talk—there’s also some people I haven’t spoken to, i would very much like that too. The thing is that lazy, shy and reserve aren’t good combinations and if you add critical to the mix, it’s a mess. I personally felt pin pointed for this many times, and I still do.
I’m not, by any means, mad (maybe with some people in particular, but that’s very OOC and has little to do with the rp itself) or trying to stir up drama, but I don't see the plot moving forward and truly I think they're characters that I feel are too complex for a roleplay like this one, now I don't mean to offend anyone. I used to relax here, it was a place where I wrote just to have fun but now my muses are gone and I feel that i need to dedicate myself to something that will truly help my writing. I wish you all the best, and maybe we'll be in contact, maybe we won't. that's life. And I do want you to understand I'm not living because I'm mad or anything, but because of my writing. I'm also not saying that i'm too good or anything, but I do feel i developed claudia too much for a roleplay that didn't need that. Thank you quinny for creating her!
with lots of love
Carolina.
