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MOST NIGHTS PIERS COULD DEAL WITH ANYTHING ON HIS OWN. HE HAD BEEN ON HIS OWN for so long , he didn‘t even remember what it felt like to rely on other people , to have a helping hand , to have someone to lay his head down and rest for a while , but the more time he spent here , the more he noticed how his mind was at ease when he was around the other , his presence calming him , even though it made his skin crawl to know who had this effect on him. it shouldn‘t be like this , he shouldn‘t feel safe with someone so cruel , with someone that was suppose to be the enemy.
it had been the same feeling of shame that kept him awake this night , mixed with the usual nightmares that kept sticking around , he had found no peace. only voices that shamed him , blamed him and tried to tear him down and as much as he was able to ignore most of the thoughts , tonight wasn‘t one of the nights he was able to , so he sought the only source of peace he had left , the one person he shouldn‘ crave but did.
„ who says i‘m not having one with me right now ? “ , piers replied , but his tone lacked all the teasing it used to have and there was no sign of smile or a teasing grin on his features , he looked too exhausted and the lack of sleep was slowly getting to him. „ both. “ , he admitted as he leaned against the door frame , letting out a soft sigh , before his flesh hand came forward to settle on his chest and slightly push him back. sleep. all he wanted was rest. two hours. some. he didn‘t need much.
once there was enough space he slipped through and just dropped down on the bed after kicking his boots of and his gaze flickered towards him as he shook his head. „ i‘m adapted. it‘s perfectly great. i‘m fine. just two hours. leave me be. “ , he huffed quietly , as his head dropped down on the pillow and he was immediately surrounded by weskers scent. he shouldn‘t feel comfort in it , shouldn‘t feel as safe as he did right now , as his eyes fell shut for a moment. „ either stay here , lie down or whatever. just let me sleep. “