I wish that I could experience just one day without ADHD.
I want to know how everyone else thinks.
It would be nice to not always lose track of time.
Or always lose your phone that is most likely lost in the bag you thought you throughly checked 3 times.
It would be great to not have to deal with a million thoughts and an empty mind at the same time.
I want to know how it feels to have a conversation and have the CHOICE of drifting off when you realize it is unimportant.
How does it feel to catch instructions the1st time they are told?
Can I just experience once, the way words can roll of your tongue without the awkward âumm forgot I was going to sayâ ?
How do people not rock or shake while standing or sitting?
I really want to experience the luxury of putting work off till the last minute because I was busy, not because I PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY could not bring my self to do it.
Can I do homework without holding on to my pen and blankly staring at the work. Zero thoughts. No, Iâm not thinking of fucking squirrels. Iâm thinking of nothing because my brain canât focus.
*And lastly, Can I experience the feeling of being an inconsiderate ass by buying adderall and other stimulants from people who probably needs it or stole it from someone who does? Can I take an adderall only when I need to cram for the midterm? No I canât Iâll just wake up early everyday and take my stimulant that I desperately need to cram for everyday moments.











