my main got shadowb@nned #sendhelp
i emailed support bc i don’t really feel like remaking but if i don’t get it fixed soon ig ill have to wah
decided to move anyways, find mel @ fiadhry
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@fiarchived
my main got shadowb@nned #sendhelp
i emailed support bc i don’t really feel like remaking but if i don’t get it fixed soon ig ill have to wah
decided to move anyways, find mel @ fiadhry

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my main got shadowb@nned #sendhelp
i emailed support bc i don’t really feel like remaking but if i don’t get it fixed soon ig ill have to wah
decided to move anyways, find mel @ fiadhry
◜ ՞ ꕤ 𓏽 GET TO KNOW THE MUN ! ﹙ DASH GAME ﹚.
tagged by : @infernamutt ♡ tagging : @daemonry , @storyborn , @mad-hunts , @edensbite , @ghrahm , @karezaru , @holyscorch , @floripire , @moonsymbols , @melniibone , @fangedb1rd & anyone else who wants to do this !
nicknames : rei ( previously went by kai & cupid some years ago though ) zodiac : capricorn last movie i saw : transformers rise of the beast last thing i googled : aos sí because i needed to copy the accent thing LOL favorite musician : omg loaded question ... mostly women though. megan thee stallion, little mix, lots of girl groups, tinashe. sometimes men too like 5sos ( only their first 2 albums though ) and nightlife ... yeah ... song stuck in my head : currently what if i miss you for the rest of my life by janine bernid & would you fall in love with me again from the epic musical other blogs (current active blogs) : lucifeur though saying it's active is being very generous. i wanna make another girl muse but i'm already struggling to manage these 2 </3 do i get asks? : yes but my inbox is always open for more ! following : finally let it get past 100 by convincing myself i'm #safe & #loved <3 amount of sleep : honestly like 8 - 10 hours but usually in the form of multiple naps a day and staying up most of the night lucky number : 10 what i'm wearing : matching barbie pajama set :D dream job : i do not dream of labor i just want to be comfortable cries dream trip : greece, china or ireland ( take me to the promise land ) play any instruments : i played the viola growing up and i know a little bit of the ukulele languages : english and japanese favorite songs : i love musicals so a lot of showtunes are up there as well as early '00 - '10s music. too much to list but if it falls under those categories, i probably like it :] describe yourself as aesthetic things : all pink everything, way too many stuffed animals, clean laundry piled up instead of put away, the clanking of trinkets and charms, pretty nail art, curly hair + glasses combo, kuromi & barbie girl vibes
"it is, and i'll pass that along." it's the least she can do, really. "the compliment, i mean."
the gentle smile gets returned. "thank you." a nod and then: "mel." another nod. "it's nice to meet you too." mel. "if i may ask, is it short for something? melanie, melissa? the etymology differs depending on the name." the former relates to honey, sweetness and the latter to darkness.
"not to bring down the vibe completely but to sorta kinda do so because i'm cursed with glorious purpose aka innate curiosity and therefore simply must ask: how come it's been hard to come to terms with?"
❝ oh ! it’s melia , actually , ❞ she knows a little bit about etymology , with her own fascination with name meanings ( always told it holds weight , as if the universe listens to your birth ) . still , it's a surprise to her that someone even asked in the first place . ❝ my dad picked it because of the greek association with honey but thought ‘ melanie ’ was too common , i guess ❞
a face is made at the other's next question . not by the fact that she asked , but because it brought back the memory that she had forgotten , even if it were just momentarily . ❝ just a . . . disagreement i got into with a friend . boyfriend drama that could easily be avoided . sometimes , i have to wonder why they'd come to me for advice but then ultimately not like it and get upset with me over it ? i know i have a tendency to want to ‘ fix ’ things , but it wasn't completely unwarranted . ❞
years and years of experience taught her to be friendlier . people liked that , they were nicer , didn't have that look when they thought she didn't notice ( judgement , annoyance & gawking fascination all before she could even open her mouth ) . so she started to smile more and it disarmed them . she could literally see the gears turning in people's head as they reorient themselves and decide she is worth their time . melia tried her best to be as nice to avoid those stares as much as she could , even when she didn't really feel like it ― the only problem is it ended up in situations like this .
stuck , laughing at a joke that wasn't very funny and meeting the eyes of an man that was only vaguely familiar ( from one of her lectures , maybe , or in one of the same rotations as her at the hospital . . . yeah , that was probably it if she's remembering right ) . she can see him gain assurance which would be nice if she wasn't ready to get off her feet . ah , she wanted to lay down so badly . her shoulders were killing her . that was when she spots him across the room : her knight in a worn out hoodie . she must've perked up more than she had during the short interaction with this guy ( mark ? michael ? the name was something biblical ) because melia could see all the confidence drain from his face as she excuses herself and says she'll see him tomorrow ; maybe they'll take their lunches at the same time , before breezing over to the other with a wide smile ― a real one .
only for it to falter when she's greeted with the question ‘ 𝑊𝐻𝑂 𝑊𝐴𝑆 𝑇𝐻𝐴𝑇 ? ’ . those words , that tone , she's heard it before though not from him . how annoying . her expression says it before words can .
◜ ՞ ꕤ 𓏽 @daemonry : ❛ forget i asked . ❜
this only makes her scowl deepen , arms crossing in front of her chest with a pout . ❝ we work together . the attending was giving me a hard time today and he stepped in to help , which i appreciated and wanted to let him know afterwards . is that okay ? ❞ her words have more bite than she intended , but it's been a really long day . melia is hungry ; she gets grumpy when she's hungry .

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◜ ՞ ꕤ 𓏽 REI'S DYNAMICS ╱ PLOTTING CALL !
i think i've fucked around long enough now to make one of these, and been dying for some dynamics to develop and get entirely too invested into, so . . . ♡ like this post if you're interested in plotting something between our muses ! this isn't solely for romantic ships ; aside from the obvious non-negotiables, i'm pretty much down to have any kind of relationship going on for my girl.
✶﹑ for more details on how this call works, continue reading below before liking . . .
❛❛ yes. why wouldn't i ? ❜❜ brows furrow at the question, bristling slightly at her insinuation he doesn't actually believe something like that. the last time someone loved him ... he doesn't want to think about it. it's too painful ⸻ a constant reminder of his failures and how all he's done in life is let people down. it's safer to be feared, to have no attachments to anyone or anything. if something bad happens then he doesn't have to worry about the consequence of feeling.
she seems insistent about it though and the frown morphs into a scowl as he closes his eyes. ❛❛ if someone you ` loved ´ came at you with a knife you'd just stay there and trust that they wouldn't actually do anything ? don't give me that bullshit. ❜❜ head tilts, now leaning against the back of the couch as he listens to her try to defend her side. it's interesting to hear different viewpoints on the subject but he supposes they'll just never agree. if he ever had to make a choice for someone between fearing or loving him he'd choose the former without hesitation. ❛❛ it's easier control people if they fear you. they can't turn against you if they're too scared of what might happen to them. ❜❜
she’s quiet , just watching him briefly fall into something ( a memory , maybe . a feeling of fear ) . her own expression shifts in almost - pity , she knows most people don’t like that — people like him in particular . knees are pulled in and hugged against her chest , resting chin at the peak , all but curling in on herself to disappear . ❝ i just notice that people don’t , even when they say they do . it's a mask . . . they’re usually afraid of accepting love and that's the underlying reason to think that way , ❞
a smile cracks her features , though she does try to suppress it as best she can . not that the scenario itself is humorous , but she couldn’t imagine any reason for her to be in it . still , she entertains it for the sake of conversation . ❝ well , i would trust them to not have the intentions to hurt me . maybe they just forgot they had it in their hand and are excited to see me ? i’d want a knife to be used safely , no matter who’s holding it though . ❞ accidents happen after all . there is one question that gnaws at her now that she’s heard his reasoning , though part of her wonders if she wants to hear the answer . ❝ you’ve seen movies and read stories about people coming together to revolt against tyrannical rulers though, right ? it happens in history too. fear isn’t a fail safe motivator either. ❞ a pause , eyes boring into him intently . ❝ have you used fear to control people ? ❞
◜ ՞ ꕤ 𓏽 @edensbite : ❛ whenever i ignore my instincts, i end up regretting it. what about you ? ❜
the question is pondered over with a quiet hum , twirling a lock of hair round her finger . the easy answer would be ‘ 𝑌𝐸𝑆 ’ but that wouldn’t explain the ‘ 𝑊𝐻𝑌 ’ ( because she doubts — always has doubts about her intuition , about herself . even though she’s never been wrong except when doubting herself ) . then again , the other didn’t ask for an explanation … right ? this was just small talk .
❝ yeah , it’s … a bad habit of mine . if i’m being honest , ❞ melia’s face scrunches in disdain. maybe it’s something they both can relate to . ❝ i guess sometimes , i’m hoping my instincts are wrong . ❞ more times than she wants to admit ; in a twisted way , being right hurts just as much as the regret .
❝ did something happen recently ? ❞
🧸 Do they still have a childhood comfort object? Where is it now?
◜ ՞ ꕤ 𓏽 HEADCANON QUESTIONS ( PROMPTS ) ﹒
she has plenty ! melia is sentimental and likes to hold on to things when they hold fond memories for her . one of these things is a mirror that was her mother's and given to her when she was born . another is a bee blanket her grandparents let her use whenever she stayed with them ( in the future , she will upcycle this to be clothes for her child ) . she also kept all the cards and letters that she would from her birthdays growing up .
🧋 What food/drink do they hate that everyone else loves?
◜ ՞ ꕤ 𓏽 HEADCANON QUESTIONS ( PROMPTS ) ﹒
to be honest , she's not really picky when i comes to food. she likes most things but i think the biggest one she isn't a fan of is carbonated drinks . the fizziness doesn't sit well on her stomach and makes her teeth hurt . also mustard , she thinks it tastes weird and ruins the food .

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sorry i’m late. i was listening to the wind in the trees.
◜𝜗ৎ ﹒ @dichotomiess’s rourke : ❛ I've been completely alone. Eating alone, spending my nights alone and I never questioned it. Not once. ❜ ⊹ 𓂅
she did ask but this wasn't the conversation she was expecting . she almost feels like she's back in her office , sitting in her seat with a pen and notepad and paid to listen to a stranger pour their soul out in that room before sending them on their way like nothing happened ( because , if she was being honest , how many people actually follow her advice ? if they did , she would be out of business ) .
her response , she decides , digs a little more to see if he'll open up at all . ❝ you never questioned it before , but . . . what about now ? do you like being alone ? ❞
"omg ur a hill too i should just die rn"
❝ i live IN a hill . let's not be dramatic . ❞
u telling me to turn on medias For This LMFAOOOOO????
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✶﹑ MUSE ASSOCIATIONS﹙ DASH GAME ﹚ . ⊹ 𓂅
fill this in with the best association(s) you have for your muse in each category.
tagged by : @starswyn ( thank you ! ) ♡ tagging : @daemonry, @luposcainus, @velvet500, @orciniae / @damnd-he, @edensbite, @floripire, @tidekpr, @dcllfang + anyone else who hasn't done it and wants to ! feel free to tag me !
AROMA : honey, vanilla, pear and orange ( blossom )
COLOUR : yellow with some brown and green in pastel shades
TIME : she personally enjoys sunsets but i think most people will associate her with sunrise / morning. she has that sort of warm, sunny personality that reminds one of welcoming a new day.
CELESTIAL BODY : playing off the last one more, the sun.
BODY PART : hair due to its length, volume, etc. and eyes because... doe-eyes. both are usually what gets people's attention first.
NATURAL DISASTER : probably floods or insect infestation
MYTHS AND STORIES : cassandra of troy, the oracle of delphi ( greek ), sadhbh ( irish ), la belle et la bête ( french )
ANIMAL : deer ( specifically the yucatan brown brocket or the chital ) and honeybees
BIRD SPECIES : swans
ART STYLE : impressionism ( monet, specifically )
BAG : hermès birkin stuffed with papers & notebooks and dangling with charms and keychains
BLADE WEAPON : ornamented dagger scissors
TYPE OF FURNITURE : princess vanity set, bigger is better
GOOD LUCK TOKEN : shamrock slide mirror, gifted by her mother when she was first born
MAGICAL POWER : visions, communication with animals ( bees & deer ), cosmic / energy channeling
DND/FANTASY CLASS : druid
TAROT CARD : the high priestess
TANGIBLE FEAR : spasmenagaliaphobia, fear of broken glass
UNSOLVED MYSTERY : missing 411 ( people disappearing in the forest ), uncanny valley phenomenon
UNPLEASANT SOUND : the sound of glass breaking, out of tune instruments
TYPE OF INTELLIGENCE : emotional
SCHOOL SUBJECT: psychology & neurology
ODDLY SPECIFIC MOVIE GENRE : early 2000s romcoms, supernatural romances ( things from the twilight wave )
headcanon questions
if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the questions are being sent for . feel free to edit these as you see fit .
🌟 What’s something small they did as a child that hinted at who they’d become?
❤️ Who is the one person they’d drop everything for, no questions asked?
💔 What’s the one wound (physical / emotional) they’ll never fully recover from?
🗡️ What’s their “I’ve killed for less” trigger?
☀️ What’s their happiest childhood memory?
🌧️ What kind of weather matches their soul?
🍽️ What meal do they cook when they need to feel like themselves again?
🎶 What song instantly makes them emotional & why?
🌙 Do they sleep peacefully / fight nightmares every night?
🔒 What’s a secret they’ll take to their grave?
🪞 What do they secretly hate about their own appearance?
💪 What random skill are they weirdly proud of?
👶 Baby picture of them - what’s the most embarrassing thing about it?
🏠 Describe their home when no one’s watching—messy, spotless, chaotic cozy?
😭 What always makes them cry, even if they hate admitting it?
😂 What’s the dumbest thing they’ve ever laughed at for way too long?
🧸 Do they still have a childhood comfort object? Where is it now?
✏️ What nickname do they secretly love being called?
⚔️ How do they act when they’re furious but have to stay polite?
🩸 What’s the worst injury they’ve ever had & the story behind it?
🕊️ What would instantly calm them down in a panic attack?
🔥 What’s something they’d burn the world down to protect?
🌹 What scent reminds them of the person they loved/love most?
🪥 What’s their most oddly specific daily routine?
💔 What’s the one apology they’re still waiting for that’ll never come?
🃏 Are they the type to forgive / hold a grudge until the end of the universe?
🌌 What’s their biggest “what if” that keeps them up at night?
🦋 What was their “I’m not a kid anymore” moment?
🎭 Do they wear a mask in public? What’s the real them like underneath?
🧳 If they had to leave home forever with only one bag, what do they pack?
🌑 What’s the darkest thought they’ve ever had about themselves?
☕ What’s their comfort drink?
🖤 What’s a “villain” trait they actually possess?
🤝 Who is the one person they never want to disappoint?
🎁 What gift would utterly destroy them (in a good / bad way)?
🩹 How do they react when someone they love is hurt?
🌅 Are they a sunrise / sunset person - what do they think about while looking at their favorite?
🧣 What texture/clothing item makes them feel safe?
🦉 What piece of advice do they give everyone but never follow themselves?
🔪 What’s the most violent thing they’ve ever done for love / survival?
🦋 What seemingly insignificant memory do they cherish the most?
🌹 What is their love language & how badly do they need it right now?
🪨 What’s the hardest choice they’ve ever made?
🧋 What food/drink do they hate that everyone else loves?
🕰️ If they could relive one day of their life, which would it be?
👑 In their own story, are they the hero / villain / someone else entirely?
🌡️ What temperature do they keep their home at & why?
🧸 What would their younger self think of them now?
💌 What’s the letter / text they’ll never send?
⚰️ What do they want written on their gravestone / what do they want people to remember them for?