🦇Chloroform Girl🦇

pressing the bars of my muzzle into your throat so hard you wonder if my teeth wouldn’t hurt less

you can feel my hot breath on your neck as your own breath is cut off by the pressure. you can try, but you can't make me into something that won't hurt you

is it still masochism if I actually hate the pain? if it's a kind of pain I can't stand? if feels awful and horrible the whole time it's happening but it's so worth it because even though it stung something horrible and sharp and my whole body tensed up and my heart jumped up to my throat with each movement of their hand, their face looked so beautiful and drunk and their hands feel good even when they hurt and being held by them makes my heart feel soft and warm and after they were done it felt like all the tension in my body from the entirety of being alive flooded out. just curious what we're calling that.

it’s just crazymaking that fatness is hated to the degree that people, most of them thin themselves with no reason to be disturbed by chubby chasers just existing aside from “it makes me uncomfortable to be reminded fat people exist, or could be deeply wanted on an embodied level, for real, just like I can be”, will ardently block and push and speak against open desire for specifically inarguably fat bodies justifying it through the lens of evil fetishization, and that want is so seen as deviant that a lot of people just don’t even think twice about this behavior and just go oh yea this skinny guy has feeders dni in his bio huh yea I guess that’s fair or whatever because of ?????