fav tarot reader on youtube said my name in the vid again.....

i hate tiktok because of the local vids function i would see a vid like "beware of this man watching and following pregnant women on the street" and i'd be like damn wtf where is this and it's my city like a few streets ahead. okay

i already miss budapest literally one of the loveliest cities i've ever seen, i don't remember being this impressed and carefree in so long, i feel like now that i'm back home the bad will start again......i hate that time passes i hate the passage of time when things are good for once. i love hungary it's so cute will you guys forgive me for being romanian i like it there

my eyes were so green in all the selfies i took on the trip it's like my soul was back. i hope it stays for longer. i just never saw my eyes so green before they usually look dark

i did the number one crime and made an ai of one of my drawings to be a painting and the result is so fucking lovely I'm going to cry i can't post bc of well everything but i need to at least try and paint it because it's just too beautiful. i guess it's half a crime since it literally was fed off my work but i know how people are. sorry the robot cooked this time

i hate school and also children and also summer and something else that people think is good probably. community i hate that too

after the concert even more blackpilled after my encounter with an extremely rude woman with a small child that had 0 respect for anyone while pushing through front rows. just disgusting. teaching the child to push and elbow through too. and for what. i could write more about this behavior but not today bc today im already feeling off just later

"you're meant to help people in this life" there's nothing i want to do less im so serious

seeing 222 like crazy

my prof from the other degree I'm getting convinced me I'll do bad if i apply to masters because quote "it's all too old" meaning im too classically focused in my work and research needed to apply and I've been spiraling over this low key i also cried a little whatever. i think I'll try anyway but it sucks if i already know they'll hate me and maybe won't accept me because my style or whatever. this was after she constantly was telling me to go to grad school because im "too good not to". i hate people all women do is lie and gaslight. also telling me horror stories about her fuckass friends who got beef with that uni. like honestly.....i don't even know