Annie Josephine

Gannets above Boreray, St Kilda

I miss my grandparents more than a lot. I just feel alone a lot. I could always go to their house and feel like I couldn’t be alone even if I tried. I miss that feeling. I don’t have it anymore. I have my mom, but that’s it really. And even when I visit her, I feel alone for the most part. My uncles live far away and I don’t feel close enough with them to visit. Same with my dad. I wish I could just appreciate it and learn how to love what I have unconditionally. I don’t want to be sad and lonely, and I’m really not for the most part. It’s just days like this where I’ve been at my house all day and I’ve been very productive, but I haven’t said one word out loud to a human and it just makes me feel not so great. 

I guess the question exists. In the air, in all of us. Who am I? Who are we? Is any certain person important?