ursinho inho

as vezes é melhor falar que eu quero me matar em portugues que aí nao engatilha os gringola

4 hora da manha acordado vendo youtuber cancelado jogando joguinho de fazendinha mano vai tomar no cu

im having a hard time turning my mind to anything that isn't how bad i wish i wasn't alive rn. and also falling asleep. hard time with both things. fuck my stupid baka life. id say chungus life but im not entirely sure what chungus means

i am So weak to negative thoughts lmao i have friends who have ocd and bipolar disorder and all sort of fucked up shit and they're constantly battling a world ending amount of mental illness to try and move through life whereas my disorder is just i feel kind of sad and tired most of the time. and it debilitates me completely i cannot do anything at all. because i am. kind of a little sad and tired. and i gave up before it had even started like anything bad around me gets inside with no obstacles whatsoever and it can just grow roots and stay forever because my brain soil is exceptionally fertile for things that feel bad

i need to get more dead and less alive and stuff

i am like painfully suicidal rn

permission to Kill Myself